Saturday, October 31, 2009

- bsedia -


26hb Oktober yg lalu..
sy lapor diri kt SMK Kota Masai 2..
pg2 tu p SMK Mohd Khalid..
then,kne dok bg2 ikot daerah..
pastu,trus ikot wakil sek p sek tsebut..

xcited, cuak, gmuruh, etc...
prasaan cmpur22...

akhr nye sy dh bgelar 'Cikgu'..
ckgu dlm term yg sbnr..
dulu takat
ckgu praktikal @ ckgu gnti..
skg ni..
sy dh ade tnggungjwb lbey besar & berat...

doakn sy ye,kwn22...
smoga pjlnan ni trus lancar..


~till then~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

- dia punya, sy tak punya -


:: AMARAN KERAS ::
entri ni ade bunyi2 geli2 geleman..
tlg jgn bce klo rse cam nk muntah ijau..
sb sy xsudi mau bersihkn muntah ijau kmoo..
hehehehe..=D


sgt sronok tbce 1 entri..
milik pompuan chantek..
sgt mnyentuh sanubari, beb..
(btol sy xtipoo...sgt sweeeet...sy tsenyum meleret skg ni...)
dlm entri nye, dia kte..
dia punya pencuri ati..
xmungkin sy pencuri tsebut..
sbb sy xde gye pncuri pro..
yg dark, tall & handsome..
(ala2 quote dlm novel yg besa sy bce lu..tym sek2..)
klo dia ade pencuri ati..
sy xpunya pencuri tsebut..
tp sy ade pembeli ati..
sb sy ni pnjual ati..
bunyik cm desprate giller..
tp ni kesah benar..
(dh lme jd pnjual..tp xde org sudi beli..hwaaa...(T_T)..sedey..)
sebbek ade sorng pembeli ni..
wat pembeli yg bek ati..
time kaseh byk2 ye, pembeli..
time kaseh sb..
sudi mbeli..
wlpn ati sy priceless..
(spt yg sy kte pd pompuan chantek..mbuat dia bkte, 'dasat tol'..)
bak kte pompuan chantek lg, 'btuahnye pembeli tu'..
bile mane sy ckp, 'pembeli tu msti kne kaya giller'..
bru bleh dpt beli ati sy..
btol x, pembeli..


~till then~

~ npe ni?? ~


sdg merasai xslesa..
sy rse jntung sy kurang ok sejak akhir2 ni..
kdr degupn jntung sy cm tlalu cept..
ade mslh pe erk??
sgt xslesa..
pdhal sy xwat keje2 yg perlu tenaga sgt..
kdg2 bile dok rehat2..
sdg mkn or lepak2..
jntung sy bleh bdegup laju2..
(tkut ade mslh jntung..huhuhuhu..sy mude lg..)


~till then~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

- fasa statik -


- AKU STATIK-
sume nye dlm keadaan statik
tngkah laku statik
otak statik
ati statik
npe ni???

adakh prubahan perlu skg??
bgaimana??
bila??
knape??

penin...penin...penin...


~till then~

- bsyukurkah sy?? -


sy adalah sy..
punya keluarga & kehidupn sy..
ad kwn2 yg xpenah lupakn sy..
khidupn yg slesa..

tp kdg2 sy tdetik sendiri..
'adakh slame ni sy bsyukur dgn ape yg sy ade?'


~till then~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

:: debaran makin trase ::


spt yg tlh dijngka..sy dpt surt posting tghari smlm..
but pg2 dh cek n tau result posting..
(credits to awe sexy..dia tlg cekkn tym tu..sbb line bz giller..)
dlm dh dpt surt posting tu..
sy dpt brite dr ftmh chantek..
sy akn ditempatkn di Pasir Gudang..
(dlm ati, lega sket..sbb stil xjauh sgt dr Pontian..)
SMK Kota Masai 2
ntah diceruk ner la sek tsbut..
cuak tu mmg sesgt..ingt ni nk dok kejap2 ke??
ni antra idop & mse depn sy..ok..
huwaaaaa..bleh ke survive..
yg penting pikir msti positif..mau slalu positif..
(ayyo..ckp pndai..xtau la pe cer nti..)

afta ayh solat Jumaat, kteorg gerk ke sne..
dgn tujuan mau survey tmpt tsebut la..
smbil bjln2..jauh gk pjlnan..
bak kte ayh, 'klo along xdpt cni, xmjamah nk jejak kaki kt cni'
(xde sdare mare ok area cni..mmg mcabarla idop sy nti..all d best..)

-ni la bkal sek sy..ade 2,3pic yg sempt snap..but simpn utk pribadi je..-

otw nk blek umah, sy pjuk ayh mau singgh Jusco..
dlm ati niat mau survey kasut ngajo..
tp last2 niat trus tpesong..haha9x..=D
xsingh pom kt area kasut..
mlencong jauh kt area len..
(mmg xde niat nk beli bju..seyes..swear..)
last2 dpt 2bju kotak idaman n 2suar formal..
angh dpt 2suar jeans n 1bju mhl giller..
xpe2 yg penting ske ati..haha9x..=D

-SIA..sisters-in-action..kmi di fitting room..try suar bru tu..-

ari smlmnye, beli 2shawl bru..
sjk akhir2 ni sgt bnafsu tgk shawls yg chatek2..
teruja giller..tp stil bleh handle lg..
dh ade koleksi sket dh kire ok la..
(xbleh mbazir..kng lmbt plak nk capai cite2 yg nun tggi tu..)

dsbbkn xde kasut formal yg proper..
sy dgn sronoknye amek kasut umi..
bak kte umi, 'kasut umi tu byk, pilih je ner yg bkenan'
(cool kn, umi sy?? sudi mau share2 kasut ngan ank..)
sebbek sy xgiller kasut pompuan..
klo x, dh bes lesap sume kasut2 umi tu..haha9x..=D


~till then~

Friday, October 16, 2009

:: hatiku bdebar2 ::


bperasaan bgitu sjk 2,3 ari yg lalu..
xtau la pe sbb musabab yg munasabah..
pe yg penting, sy dh brd di umh..
bsame kluarga tchenta..
last weekend xblek..
so, diz weekend AMATLAH WAJIB utk sy pulang..
klo lu tgolek2 la tgu ayh amek..
skg ayh yg btnye bile mau blek..
(of coz skg senang, start kete trus bleh blek..dlu kne tgu ayh amek..hehe9x..=D)

smlm pg2 sy dh ke blik postgrad..
dgn tujuan nk online jp..
mau send 2,3 emel utk my fav doc, Dr Affandy..
(diz week xjmpe lngsung..send progress report thru emel je la..)
bukn xmo jmpe, but klo dh jmpe..
sure sy akn rse sgt cuak pd thp mlampau
(ftmh je yg phm prasaan tsebut..haha9x..)
dlm jam0945 sy gerak ke shell..
tuang myk & isi angin tyr..
rupe blacky dh huduh..dh lme xmndi..

blom tghari dh smpi umh..wlpn sempt beli brg sket..
sronok sbb ade org kt umh..angah & mok ade kt umh..
aft zhor, ayh sruh siap2..
kami skeluarga mau ke kluang..
ayh tbekenan ke 1kete Honda CRV..
nk tnjuk kt kteorg..
(xjd amek pom..umi xske..kami adek bradek pom xske..rupenye cm burok sgt)
klo ikot sy, sy prefer ayh tgu sy belikn Exora utk dia..
kete baru lg mnawan..
skg pom bukn desprate sgt mau kete..
insyaAllah dlm ptengahan thn dpn, sy mau beli Exora..
(xsabo nk keje & bduit sendiri..sgtla excited..)

dlm pd excited, sy bdebar gk ati tgu surt posting..
kwn2 sy..ftmh, seemah, huda, fira & gdot..dh dpt surt..
sume tu dpt posting Jhr..2 yg sy pelik..
still xdpt brite lg..btg idong posmen pom xnmpk lg..
sgt la bdebar ati ni..dag dig dug..
bak kte gdot, 'ntah2 ko dpt SBP kot..SBP dia pggl lmbt sket..'
klo bgai dikate sy bserah je la..
sy sgt la bsyukur..as long as sy dpt posting in Jhr..

smoga ati yg bdebar2 ni mjwb psoalan yg bmen2 kt kapla ni..
sy mau scepatnye brite diterima kt tgn sy..
biarla lega sket debaran kt ati ni..



~till then~

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

- no title part 6 -


cume mau mohon maaf kpd sume...
ampunkn salah silap sy SBB

= ayah ummi =
slalu sgt bkeras kapla..
ske mls2..
ske btindak nkal..
xdgr naseht..
penah sakitkn ati ..
slalu sgt susahkn..
tlalu byk dosa sy thdp mrk..dr sy kecik smpi la skg..
'maafkn Along ye,ayah ummi..'
xsabo mau pulang ke pangkuan kmu scept mungkin..


= adek2ku (angah,mok&adek) =
ske sakat kmoo..
bkire btol ngan kmoo..
sje2 trajang kmoo tnpe sbb..
sy syg mrk sgt2
sy bukn kakak yg bek..tp sejujurnye sy syg adek2 sy..
sgt2 syg..xdpt bygkn idop sy tnpa adek2 sy..

= teman2, rkan2 spejuangan =
ske mngusik xkene tmpt..
xpenah jge prasaan..
ske sakitkn ati..
slalu mungkir janji..
xpenah mau ckp bek2..
ske mnyusahkan kmoo..
sy mmg bukn kwn yg bek..tp sedaya upaya mau mjd rkn tbek..
maaf ya kwn2, andai bicara sy slalu mnusuk ati kmoo2..

NOTAKAKI: sy dilanda kesedihan mlampau tnpa sbb..mngkin pnyakit lame dtg kembali...j.i.w.a.k.a.c.a.u..moga ati ni smakin kuat utk hadapi ari esok..

~~ lost my lurve ~~


Cintaku Hilang by Geisha

Seandainya bisa terulang kembali
Saat pertama bertemu antara kau dan aku
Kau sentuh jemari tanganku
Terbuai indahnya kata cinta
Terucap olehmu

Manis.. Manis yang ku rasa
Ku tak rela cintaku berakhir
Ku minta kau katakan cinta
Saat ku terjaga
Adakah kau rasa
Tak seperti diriku kini
Cintaku t’lah hilang

Sayangnya kini aku tak mengerti
Begitu berat rasa ingin memelukmu
Tapi ku hanya bisa mengingatmu
Karena kau tak pernah tau tentang rasa ini

Hilang.. Hilang yang ku rasa
Cintaku kini telah berakhir
Dirimu yang selalu temani khayalku

Tatap mataku
Rasakan tangisku
Agar kau tahu
Hoo…

Karna ku biasa denganmu dahulu
Di setiap waktu

Ku minta kau katakan cinta
Saat ku terjaga
Adakah kau rasa

Ku minta kau katakan cinta
Saat ku terjaga
Adakah kau rasa

Tak seperti diriku kini
Cintaku t’lah hilang

Monday, October 12, 2009

- keinginan mbuak2 -


giller la tjuk entri..
sy sje mau bikin gimick 360 degree..
tp mmg skg ni sdg punya prasaan tsbut..
sy MAU TGK bf ke-5 sy..
MAU TGK SGT2..
rse ati ni cm xleh nk tgung..huhu9x..
hrp2 nti dpt gk sy mnatap wjh bf ke-5 sy tu..
dlm
PAPADOM

sy kt umh ftmh skg ni..
dh msuk 2mlm sy stay kt cni..
walla wey..atini smcm trse homesick kala ni..

NOTAKAKI : 2ari lepas..ari yg sme..3org,3tmpt & 2isu yg mnyentuh ati blaku..biarla sume sy simpn dlm2 kt ati..kpd mrk be3,kuatkn smgt..kmu tau spe syg kmu..

~till then~

Thursday, October 8, 2009

- sy bbintang Virgo -


Virgo

Symbol - The Virgin
Element - Earth
Planet - Mercury

Love Life:
You are a nice kisser, a super sexy person and like to dominate your relationship.
More Compatible with - Pisces, Taurus, Capricorn
Less Compatible with - Aries, Libra, Aquarius

Qualities Of Virgo
Analytical, Modest, Responsible, Hardworking, Sensitive, Smart,
Meticulous, Magnetic, Punctual, Disciplined, Organized,
Indefatigable, Perfectionist & Humane.

Lucky Color - Blue or White
Lucky Stone - Sapphire
Lucky Day - Wednesday
Lucky Number - Five
Lucky Metal - Platinum


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

~~ kuda puteh ~~


White Horse by Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings

Now I know
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted
But I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess
This aint a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, some day
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror
Disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now



Monday, October 5, 2009

- erk?? -




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you're, my friend
my companion
through good times and bad
through happy and sad
beside me, you walk
beside me, you stand
you're there to listen
you're there to talk
with happiness, with smiles
with pain and tears
i know you'll be there
through all of my years
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NOTAKAKI : kerinduan yg teramat kt kwn2 sy..xkire la tym kt u, mtrx even sek..sgt mrindui kmu, kmu & kmu..d mne sje kamu brd,ingt ye..ade sorg kwn yg sentiase rindukn kmu..

- tentang dia -

sje mau cite sumthing psal seseorg..
spesel sgt ke dia ni???
erm...no comment...
(ahak...kureng btol sy ni...klo puji lbey2 kang kmbg sgt idong dia...)

- nme penuh Farid Firdaus bin Rosli -
- lahir pd 3hb Nov 1986 -
- skg dok kt Jhr -
- study kt UPSI,Tg Malim -
-bdk TESL tu.. -
- penah skola kt Samura..2002-2003 -
- stay kt kelas 4Cekal & 5Bijak -
- bdk umh Pujangga -
- org kuat prsatuan Polis -
- slalu men tenis tym riadah -
- ske giller wrne oren-
- klo gelak x hengat dunia..ske gelak hell.. -
- tgk cm cool tp ati sensitip..auww.. -
- mkn xpenah xcomot..comfirm comot.. -
- xcited giller2 kt bnda2 kecik org len wat -
- cm ade prasaan tkut gemok..kn?? -
- ske pkir pelik2..wlpn kecik je isu tsbut -
- klo mbebel ala2 org tua..cm bpk2 -
- bru tau dia ni ade smgt keUPSIan -


Sunday, October 4, 2009

- rumah tbuka dr J&Z -

sy & kwn2 dijemput ke umh tbuka..
dr Jamal & dr Zaidatun
dgn besa ati, sy & kwn2 mghadirkn diri di umh mrk..

Hari : Khamis
Tarikh : 1 Oktober 2009
Tempat : Bndar Baru Kangkar Pulai
Masa : 8-10mlm


mknan yg ade mmg SUPERB!!!
lebey2 lg sy bpose ari tsebut..
weehee...rzki jgn tolak bala jgn cri..
ade bbrp pic yg sempt di'snap' pd ari kjadian..
dr J&Z sgt romatik pd pndgn sy..
(dorg men suap2 kueh ry lg dpn kteorg..haha9x..sgt sweet..=D)

- ni ftmh, cyg die..muahh..(^-^) -

- ni siti, die chantek lg da bomb -

- ni aini, nmpk sweet tp garang -

- bsame nani & fira..pose ala2 mnje.. -


NOTAKAKI : time kaseh daun keladi Dr J&Z..kmi sgt berbesar ati dpt brye lg ke umh kmoo be2


~till then~

- syawal 1430H -


sptutnye dh lme sy post entri ni..
but ia sempt bhabuk kt dlm draft blog ni..
sgt la xptut..haha9x..=)
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mcm2 blaku spjg syawal thn ni..
thn ni..
  • 1st tym kmi skeluarga bhri ry kt umh mak uda pd 1 syawal..
  • sy smbut ulang thn ke-23 pd 2 syawal..
  • dpt jmpe kwn2 lme..yg mmg dh lme giller xjmpe..
  • p kenduri kawen 2tmpt dlm 1hari..
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spupu sy, As-shabul & pasangannye bru mdirikn rumahtangga..
wlpn dh nikah b4 pose aritu..
mrk bru wat mjlis walimah td tghari..
(sgt pns & bahang tau..sebbek sy sempoi jer..wlpn dh bpeluh2 giller)
ptg td brye ke umh spupu ayh kt kg ulu pulai..
kmudian ke umah x-gf ayh, mkcik norita..


~till then~


Thursday, October 1, 2009

~ knape erk?? ~


bru pulang dr pjumpaan ngan Dr Affandy..
sy tau sy dlm fasa kritikal skg..
mau abeskn my study within 3semester..
BUT
sume masih tonggang langgang..
proposal cm hampess..
lg bgus karangan bdk thn4..

knape sy ni??
sgt sambil lewa kala ni..

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kwn2 tnye npe sy futher study lg..
'dh dpt degree ok pe..'
'ko ni sek study jer..'
'pe yg ko pkir?? ko smbug study ni sbb ape erk??'

mcm2 komen sy dgr..
bek yg positif @ negatif..
nek penin2 & pusin2 otak sy..
sy xpedulik..
sy mmg dh simpan cite2 mau ade MSc in Edu..
mau bjaya cm org len gk..
pelik sgt ke smbug study??
normal je..ok..
sy pom xpenah tpkir seawal ni sy smbug study..
but diz is my passion..gille kn??
xpe2..pe yg penting hatiku gumbire..
researchku perlu disettlekn within 1 & half yr..
chiayokk,fiz!!!

~till then~