Thursday, July 23, 2009

.: cm poyo :.


kala thp kbosanan agk kritikal..
sy mngambil kputusan mbuat keje2 yg POYO..
cm xde journals @ articles yg
PERLU diBACA & diKAJI isi kandungannye jerr..

ni la hsil kbusanan mlampau sy..keh9x..

1. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri??
mknan ringan..

2. Apakah bende paling penting dlm hidup kamu?
nyawa, akal & org sekeliling..

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu??
dpn umh ayh & ummi sy..

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
1++ thn..mayb smpi 30++ thn lg..amin..

5. Adakah anda sedang dilamun cinta??
ntah la..

6. Dimanakah kali terakhir kamu makan malam??
dlm bilik sunyi sy..

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
buku MTest (utk ujian Insak & Temuduga)

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu??
sme je dlm sjil lahir & ic..

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau mak??
ke2-2 nyee..

10. Namakan seseorang yang ingin kamu jumpa dalam hidup kamu buat pertama kalinya??
tun dr mahathir..

11. Sebutkan nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu.
angah, ftmh, selly, esah, pgel dll..

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri??
kdg kala..

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi?
tmpt yg bleh wat sukn Xtreme..

14. Butirkan perkara tentang orang yang tak tau tentang kamu..
sy susah nk mulakn pbualn dgn org xdikenali..

15. Perkara yang amat saya gilai??
mknan yg SEDAP, isu penddkn & alam skitar, prgm realiti tv..

17. Perkataan yang sering diucapkan??
poyo giller..

18. Buku yang paling baru dibaca??
buku MTest

19. Lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali??
my lonely september by 2ndhand serenade..

20. Perkare yang baru anda lakukan
mbaca 3artikel dr journal bbeza..


NOTAKAKI : sy sdg dlm fasa yg agk kritikal..byk pkr kne setle..but sy tetap ske mlengah2..huhu9x..prangai yg xbleh diikot!!kne buang jauh2 sptutnyerr...


~till then~

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

~ masih tcari-cari..kosong.. ~


sptutnya sy brd di UTM skg..
xkire la sama ada di blik @ fak @ libry..
tp skg sy di umh..
sbb utama, adik ksygn sy di umh..
sy mau spend lebey mase di umh..
esok luse sy kmbali smula ke UTM

smlm btemu si dia aka dr affandy spt yg tlh dijanjikn..
pg2 lg sy dh msg si dia, mngenai pjumpaan kami..
bukn senang mau btemu si dia..
tp rzki slalu mnyebelahi sy & kwn bek sy, Fatimah..
kmi xde mslh sgt klo mau bjmpe si dia..

tepat pkol 2.45ptg, sy dh tcongok kt dpn pej si dia..
tp sy xtrus msuk, sy tggu Fatimah..
(sudah jnji mau btemu si dia bsama2..)
smbil mnunggu, sy sempt mbelek2 hasil pmbacaan sy sblom ni..
byk gk bnda sy mau btanyakn kpd si dia..

spjg ptemuan sy, Fatimah & si dia..
byk input yg sy dpt..
si dia byk beri cth dlm konteks sbnr..
lgpon si dia wat master full research kt UTM..
sy agk risau dgn study sy ni..
besa p class, amek quiz & test..
siapkn asgment..
pastu dok final exam..

skg xlg..sy kne wat pmbacaan sendiri..
sume pon bgtg pd diri sendiri..
sy stil gusar, ragu2, xbetah duduk..
hrp2 sgala2nye bjln lancar..


~till then~

Thursday, July 16, 2009

.: kenanganku bersamamu :.

ari ni 16hb jul 2009 adalah hari t'akhir sy mngajar
di SMK Dato Ali Hj Ahmad
sbg guru gnti..
klo dikire btol2..
xsmpi pom 2bln sy dpt mngajar mrk..
wlau cmne pon, sy dpt rse kn ade 'bonding' ngan students sy..
ade yg certain2 2 mmg slalu "bikin gw HOT"
tp sbb ade certain2 yg len, "gw xmo or xjd mrh2"

sy rse spjg sy mngajar mrk ni..
ade gk ati kecil ni rse sakit, marah, kcw dll.. (sume prasan negatif)
tp sy dgn cept cube mredakn ati sendiri..
sape kte sy xgrang??
sy grang, tegas but bleh gk diajak bgurau..
klo mlampau2 sgt 2 mmg t'ingin kne ngan sy la 2..

byk sgt pngalamn yg sy nk cite kn..
tp xreti nk ungkp kn ngan kte2..
haha9x...pelik kn??
wlau pape pom, sy dpt blajo sesuatu dr sek ni..
mayb akn bgune utk mse akn dtg sy..


~till then~

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

~~ psembahan ~~

THE SHOW by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
life is a maze and love is a riddle
i dont know where to go
i can do it alone ive tried
and i dont know why

slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
coz its too much
yeah, its a lot
to be something im not

im a fool out of luv

coz i just cant get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
life is a maze and love is a riddle
i dont know where to go
i can do it alone ive tried
and i dont know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
im so scared but i dont show it
i cant figure it out
its bringin me down i know
ive got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows

They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

~ sy syg dia..sgt2 ~


spt smlm, arini sy p campus lg..
uruskn pnempatan sy di sane..
sy jg ade pjumpaan dgn pnyelia sy, Dr Affandy Yahaya
(beliau jg adalah pnyelia sy tym PSM..lega sbb dia msih mau kn sy..)

di pej kolej KTR :
pmohonan sy di'hold'kn lu sbb nk tggu 2nd intake degree students
(sy agk kcw lalu mmbawa diri ke pej kolej KTHO)
di pej kolej KTHO :
sy tpaksa mnunggu dlm 30+/- minit utk dptkn kpastian
pnantian mmbuahkn hasil, sy dpt stay kt kolej tsebut
dh dpt kunci pom, urusan nyer xlme pom
isi borg sket, tnda tgn sket, trus dpt kunci
sy mlawat blik sy jp td..tp rumate tiada di sane..
mayb dia ade kelas..
(hrp2 orgnye ok..rajen cm x-rumates sy..dyah & yana)

sy mmbawa prot kosong je td..pergh,mmg lapo thp cipan
kapla dh tbyg2 set McD fav sy..double cheese burger..
nyum33..
maka, sy mnikmati set tsebut spjg pjlnan sy pulang ke umah..
(jgn tiru cm sy..sy mkn smbil drivin,ok..sgt berbahaya..)

smpi2 je kt umh, sy tgk ayh & mok sibok m'trim' pkok kt laman..
sy xtrus msuk umah sbb nk borak2 ngan ayh..
msti ayh mau tau pe progress sy spjg brurusan di campus..
sy byk bcite2 ngan ayh..
ayh plak byk bg opinion & tnye2 psal research yg sy nk wat nnti..
sy mmg gusar, cuak & kurg yakin..
tp dgn khadirn ayh sy..sy jd lebey kuat..

SAYA SYG AYAH SGT !!!


mggu lepas sy p class Dynamics of Leadership
blek je class sy rse emosi sy jd xstabil..
dgn tperangkp dlm trafic jamm..prot lapo..bdn pent..
lg la wat emosi sy mkin xstabil..
smpi2 je kt umh, sy trus ckp kt ayh..
'ayh, along nk brenti keje..'
ayh cm tkejut..& start la tnye mcm2..
nk make sure nape tbe2 ank dia yg dulu beria2 nk keje..
tup22 nk brenti keje plak..
sy ngadu la mcm2 kt ayh..
mula2, ayh just dgr jer rungutn & keluhan sy..
then, bmula la sesi kauseling sy ngan ayh..
dh lme gk sy xkne kaunseling ngan ayh..
last aritu pom tym wat PSM & b4 exam..
bebrp bln yg lalu..pas bes exam, idop dgn ceria..
mula la adegan yg mnyebabkn sy mkin xstabil emosi..
pd akhir sesi kaunseling tu, ayh ingt kn sy..
'ayh xpenah pkse along smbung study..ni kn pe yg along nk..
klo dh tensen2 cmni, ayh mkin risau la..ayh xmo along tensen2..
nnti sume bnda pom along wat xnjoy..ayh lg la xnjoy..'


tgk betapa syg nyer ayh kt sy..dia xmo sy tensen2 sbb futher study ni..
sy mmg sgt childish..sy akui..
tp sy nk buktikn sy bleh wat bile org len pom bleh wat..
but sy perlu sokongan dr sume org..
sbb sy sering tjatuh bile jln sorg2..
sy akn blaja jd lebey matang, berani & tabah..
DARI SEKARANG !!!


NOTA KAKI : sy sgt bsyukur sbb mpyi pmberi2 smgt yg xpenah jemu..thanks alot..tnpa anda sume, sy buknlah sy skrg..ayh, ummi..along akn buktikn yg along bleh wat yg tbaek..



~till then~

weehee...~~

tjuk entry pom dh dpt sense kgembiraan yg mcengkam jiwa kala ini...
guess wat?? sy akn resign keje ari khamis ni..
bukn kne buang ok..pkhdmatan dh dtamatkn jerr...
pape hal pom..sy lega..sedikit bleh bnafas..
wlpn agk tcungap2..at least bleh btahan lg la...
doakn la kjayaan study & research sy dgn jayanyer..
akhir kte majulah sektor pendidikn
untuk ngara..


~till then~

Monday, July 13, 2009

~~ September yg Sunyi ~~

sy sje mau share 1lagu yg sy ske sbb tjuk lagu nyerr...keh9x..sgt poyo kn?? pape pon, lagu ni just SIMPLE & NICE...bleh jd halwa tlinga la..

A LONELY SEPTEMBER by Plain White T's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


~till then~

:: xkonfius lg ::


ari ni sy agk kpenatn..
penat & lapo at same tym..
aft sek td, sy trus mnuju campus..
pnas terik giller2 tym 2 but..
sy tetap kuatkn smgt..
xmo ngatok2, xmo tensen2..
sy prlu setlekn urusan yg ttunda last week..
p SPS, p Unit Keslmtan, p pej kolej..
(insyaAllah nxt week sy dh start nk stay blek kt hostel..lega sgt sbb bleh p library ari2..)

b4 ke campus tghari td, sy p pej sek..
mau dptkn kpastian ttg tempoh pkhdmtan yg perlu sy berikn..
bkhidmat utk ngra la ktekn..
sy nk btol3 pstikn kontrak sy smpi bile..
bile kakak kerani tu ckp smpi diz friday..
sy tarik nfas dlm2..lega sgt2..
bleh la sy fokus on my study plak pasni..weehee..

beblek ke cite kt campus td..
sy terhangin 1bdn tym kt SPS..giller lembab pkhdmtan nyer..
xpe la..nk setlekn keje 1kali je..sy bsabo la sket..
aft dat,p Unit Keslmtan amek borg utk wat stiker..
pastu trus p pej kolej..amek borg mohon blik..
mau dok sblh blik aainaa..
(she's 1 of my closest fren during my degree study)

aft dh setlekn urusan2 tsebut, sy ke Cytech..
mau beli refill ink printer sy yg dh kontang lme lu..
mmg penat..mmg lapo..
smpi2 je umh, trus mrengek kt umi..
seb kureng bek..
Umi Blom Msk lg..huhu9x..
xpe2..umi penat sgt arini..sbbnye simple jerr..
ckgu camcipangemok tu xdtg..
so, umi kne keje lebey la arini..
last2, dgn smgt yg tggl nyawa2 ikan..
sy msk air & wat megi..yupp, sy lunch megi..
sedap33..sbb dh lme giller xmkn megi..



NOTA KAKI : sape kte keje xpenat..sgt penat ok!! klo ade org nk tnggung sy idop, sure sy nk blajo je smpi bile22..xyah penat2 nk keje..lg 1, moral of d story..sy kne la blajo2 msk..xde la kebulur sgt..dh 2 tpkse mkn megi jer..haha9x..pdn muke sendiri..


~till then~

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

:: konfius laa... ::


pas je bes clas pjk ngan clas 4a4 &4ss1, sy msuk mkmal 3 spt besa..
on kipas, lappy & LDC..
tggu students clas 4ss3
mrk ske sgt jln spt siput yg kgemokan
(cehhh...dorg ske bikin gw panas ati...sabo je la..)

pbualan sy bsame kak odie (smlm di sblh kolam ikan..)
kak odie : fiza, kak dgr nxt week dayh dh nek cuti..dlm 17hb kot..
sy : owh ye?? (wat muke manis tsenyum..pdhal cam nk loncat2 gembire..)

pbualan sy dgn amira student 4ss1
amira : sy tnye ckgu dyah smlm ckgu..dia xblek pontian smula la..ckgu jgn la tinggal kmi..
sy : yeke?? (wat muke xde prasaan)


KSIMPULAN :
sy mmg la xsabo nk bes keje jd ckgu gnti ni..mau fokus pd research & study sy..tp at same tym, sy riso gk kt bdk2 ni..kang xde plak ckgu sains nk ajo dorg..tp sume tu luar kose sy..

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

~ bile ati dh ske,sume indah blake ~


tjuk entry yg KHAS ditujukn utk adek mok sy, Shahril Hamdi Supardi
(wlpn along tau, ko xdenye nk jengok blog ni..entry ni khas 'tuk ko..haha9x..)

pertama-matanye, me as ur sis a.k.a Along..
mau mtk maap byk2 sgt2
Along tlh mbace sume sms Cinte ko.. (most of them,tau!!)
haha9x...(gelak smbil golek2..)

PESAN ALONG UTK ADEK MOK

nk ske ank dara org bleh tp blajo la pndai2 lu
bile dh pndai,bru la org celik mte
sume pom bgtg pd diri sendiri




NOTA KAKI : sy xbrp slesa nk ckp sy ske kt org yg sy ske..wlpn pd dsrnye, sy ske sgt2 org tsebut..biarlah org tsebut cm tertnya2 sendiri sme ade sy ni ske dia ke x..haha9x..
sy ske org yg ske sy..sy syg org ys syg sy..
sy agk sukar memberi tp ske membls pmberian org..weehee...=)



~till then~

Monday, July 6, 2009

kpujian, puji-pujian, memuji, terpuji..


haha9x..tjuk entry yg poyolagintahpape..
sy dh xtau nk letak title pe utk entry ni..
tp ati kuat mngatakn sy ptut mnghantar sesuatu..
bukn penting sgt pom..
skadar mmenuhkn ruang dlm blog yg kosonglagihampess ni..
td msuk klas spt besa..4ss3, 4ss5 & 4a2..
tnyata mrk sume t'excited lebey' plak arini..
pelik xpelik..
besa wat muketoyecamlempengbasi..
arini len plak gye nyer..
pelik btol la ank2 rmaja skg ni..
adakh mrk tlalu mrindu ckgu sains mrk yg cutelagicomel..
(ceh, wat ayt prasan giller la plak..)
yg psti arini sy wat remedial utk clas2 sy..
tnyata xbyk yg dpt mrk kuasai..
sedey, rse bsalah plus kesian gk..
sy try sdaya upaya utk phm kn mrk..
xtau la mrk sedar or tak yg..
SY SGT SYG & AMEK BERAT psal dorg..
wlpn mrh cmne pom..sy xsmpi ati nk mnyumpah mrk..
(wlpn dlm ati..sy just bleh doa, mkr jd insan yg bguna & bek nnti..)
tu la peel & stail ank2 didik sy..
nkal or terejal cmne pom mrk..
sy tetap bsmgt nk ajar mrk..


NOTA KAKI : sy mmg bukn ckgu yg bek..tp sy tetap akn brusaha utk jd ckgu yg tbaek utk ank2 didik sy..buat ank2 didik sy di SMKDAHA, 4ss1, 4ss3, 4ss5 & 4a2..ckgu mmg ske buli kmu sume..tp tu sume utk kbaikn kmu sume..sory sbb ske sgt buli2, bebel2 n mrh2 kmu..dpn kmu kne la tegas, nnti nek lemak plak kmu..
just listen 2 me if i said so..



~till then~

Sunday, July 5, 2009

i born on S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R.


tjuk entry yg sgt poyo..plus, sje mpromote diri sendiri..
xkesah la nk ckp pe..
wakaka..sy mmg ske..
sy ske number 9 sgt2..
slh 1 sbbnye, sy dilahirkn pd bln SEPTEMBER..

xlme lu, sy ade jwb kuizyangntahpape kt fb
(u/p selly: selly,i tiru gye u tulis dlm post u)
tjuknye adalah..
What Does Ur Birthday Say 'bout U??
so, sy sje mau copy&paste result quiz tsebut kt blog ni..
most of d results is RIGHT..haha9x..
sgt2 kbetulan..

S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R.

Suave and compromising..
Careful, cautious and organized..
Likes to point out people's mistakes..
Likes to criticize..
Stubborn..
Quiet but able to talk well..
Calm and cool..
Kind and sympathetic..
Concerned and detailed..
Loyal but not always honest..
Does work well..
Very confident..
Sensitive..
Thinking generous..
Good memory..
Clever and knowledgeable..
Loves to look for information..
Must control oneself when criticizing..
Able to motivate oneself..
Understanding..
Fun to be around..
Loves sports, leisure and traveling..
Secretive..
Hardly shows emotions..
Tends to bottle up feelings..
Very choosy, especially in relationships..
Systematic..


NOTA KAKI : sy ade tjumpe 1lgu Plain White T's btjuk A Lonely September..mmg seswai ngan sy..ske2, sy ske sgt2 bln September..to my frenz & bf, diz yr birthday sy tym Hari Raya Syawal..keh9x..


~till then~

Saturday, July 4, 2009

idop mesti trus

sy bru mdaftar sbg pelajar postgrad di UTM
mmg dh bcita2 nk futher study dulu lg
alhamdulillah ade plak rzki truskn pngajian
msih dlm bidang pendidikan
tp dh tfokus pd teknologi pendidikan

msti cm tertnya knp perlu smbung blaja
wlpn dh ade keje sdg mnunggu
jwpn nye ringkas & mudah...
tuntut ilmu tu kn ibadah
biar la smpi sy tutup mte
sy tetap akn brusaha nk tuntut ilmu byk2..

sy mau ilmu yg sy tuntut bleh sy smpi2 kn
ke org len, trutama nye bkal ank2 didik sy nnti
sy mau jd ckgu yg bukn hanye msuk kelas mngaja..
tp..sy mau jd ckgu yg bleh beri
harapan, aspirasi, semangat
utk ank2 didik sy nnti

sy mau generasi akn dtg lebey berilmu..
lebey baek pkerti nye
lebey mngamalkn nilai2 murni
lebey segala2 nya dr generasi skrg..

cita2 sy besa SGT..
sy mau sume ank2 didik sy lebey bjaya
drp diri sy skrg..
tp sy still ragu2 adakh sy mampu..
sy mau jd ckgu bukn keje sbg ckgu..
biarla sy bkorban lebey sket
utk pastikn ank2 didik sy
dpt yg tbaik utk diri mereka..

doakn sy dpt cpai cita2 sy yg SGT besa tu..


~till then~