Saturday, December 19, 2009

~update~

'Selamat pagi,cikgu!!!'
kalimat keramat yg akan kdgrn
kt cuping telingaku
tiap2 pg tiap2 ari
sy mmg dh xsabo nk start btugas utk thn 2010
'gile bsmgt..moga trus bsmgt til hjg nyawa..Amin...'

sy di umah Pontian skrg..sgt letih..
sb utama..xckup rehat..bjln2 je reti..
ahaks...sy & kluarga bru pulang..
mnghabiskn mse bsame2 di
Bandaraya Bersejarah Melaka..
wlpn xlme ner trip kteorg..
tp kami sgt enjoy..
ayh ckp,'mmg dh lme kte x outing rmai2 cmni..'
'sgt tsentuh ati bile ayh ckp cmtu..'
nmpk sgt xbyk mse kteorg spend bsme
sejk akhir2 ni..klo ade pom,kejap2 jer..

almost 3weeks sy dok bertapa kt Kota Masai..
muke sgt kusut masai..
ati lg laa...cm tunggang langgang...
sy mmg ade
H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K.N.E.S.S.

yg melampau..
tkdg org2 kt keliling sy pon pening..
tgk keparahan sakit sy ni..

dlm pd dok bertapa 3minggu nun di sana..
byk kali gk sy bjln2..
ahaks...lepaskn tekanan lg kesakitan..
yg sgt mbeku kt ati ni..
time kaseh kwn2 sbb
slalu kuatkn ati sy yg kdg2 goyah..
'sy syg kmu sume wlpn kmu xtau'

xde mnda nk ckp kot..
erm....sdg windu cgt2 kt Fatimah.. 'sory yunk..xdpt jmpe2 hang out ngan kmu..' 'windu kmu smpi rse nk nanges..sob...sob...sob...'

-ati yg sgt xkeruan sbb windu kmu-

Sunday, November 29, 2009

- times up -


pejam celik pejam celik..
ari nye suda tibe...
ari Ahd..sy msti pulang ke Kota Masai smula..
alangkah indahnye..
if xyah susah dok jauh2 kt sane..
dok kt umh jer..
lepak2..tdo22...
2 xmungkin tjadi beb...
ade tugas mnunggu kt sane..
'tgu Kota Masai..sy pulang'..
ayt sadis..bunyi cm xmo pulang..
haha9x...'adat la dok jauh2 kn??'..
dh ade kerjaya sendiri..
lg ayt sadis..nk sedapkn ati..
mmg sy akui sy ade pnyakit yg xsume org ade...
H.O.M.E.S.I.CK.
sakit ni agk kritikal..lebey2 lg if sy tensen..
bile dlm fasa tensen teramat..
homesick sy sgt parah..
wlpn dh stay hostel since f1..
sy tetap & msih homesick..
sbb tu gk sy xpenah kluar dr jhr..



~till then~

Friday, November 27, 2009

~ mendung & hujan ~


di dada langit kau berada
teramat jauh kau di sana
ingin sekali menggapaimu
meminjam sinar cahayamu
agar terang senantiasa dunia hidupku

sesungguhnya cahayamu
tidak selalunya ada
kehadiran mendung mencalar sinarmu
menyembunyikan wajah ceriamu
Mentari dilindung dek awan hitam

hujan menebar di Bumi
menyejukkan tanah gersang
kering kontang dek panahan terikmu
hujan turun lagi
menyuburkan Bumi
menyembunyikan Mentari

~TAMAT~

'percubaan yg baek sy rse..stlh skian lme sy xmnulis..tym sek rajen mnyonteng di buku Mega Rahsia...ntah di ceruk mane buku tsebut...adakah ia w.u.j.u.d lg???'

Thursday, November 26, 2009

- ckgu VS cuti sekolah -


buat skian kali nyer...
sy dpt gk m'update' blog ni..
dgn ksukarn utk mdptkn line tenet..
sy tpkse tgu til smpi umah..
(xslesa update blog di PC or lappy org len..)

dh cuti sekolah pom skg ni..
wlpn bdk2 xdtg sek..
ckgu2 cm sy kne gk dtg sek spt besa..
byk keje yg mnunggu sy & kwn2 len..
tnga muda kteorg ni amt2 'diperlukn'..
kteorg ni kn 'mude belia' blake..
smpi tlupe kot, kteorg ni manusia besa..
alahai....ape la nseb kteorg ni..

2,3 ari lepas sempt bjmpe pembeli ati sy..
dh lme xjmpe cm rse pelik & xslesa..
spt besa..amek mase utk btolkn keadaan..
(sory yerk, pembeli ati..tbwk2 wtk ckgu grg dpn kmoo..)

skg ni brd di umh..
ade ayh, ummi, adek mok, adek roy..
& smestinye Angah Cyg..dia jge blek..
mau smbut Aidiladha bsame2...weehee..=D

sdg bcita2 & bkire2 mau nonton..
Twilight Saga New Moon..
hjt di ati mau tgk bsme2 mrka..
tp...dptkah???
dgn keje yg mnimbun2 di sek tu..
dgn manusia2 yg ske mbuli..
adakah hjt ati sy tcapai??
haih....xsangka...
zmn skg ckgu pon jd bruh kasar...


~till then~

Sunday, November 15, 2009

- 3 in 1 -

title entri yg bbunyik cam nescafe 3 in 1..
tp dulik la..
mmg xtau nk bg title pe..
plus mmg ade 3cite beza dlm entri ni..

:Cite 1:

sy bru dpt 'ank sdare' yg pertama..
mmg xcited giller hgga xtkte..
smlm bru bkesempatan tgk si baby..
Arissa Maisarah bt Mohamed Reduan
cumil sgt bak muke ank cine jual syur..
ahakz..bleh pggl ah moy..
tp nenek beliau mau pggl kuntum..
(pelik btol mak uda sy tu..ade bdk cumil mau dipggl kuntum..)

:Cite 2:
16hb - 22hb nov 2009..
sek sy akn mngadakn pelbagai xtvt..
4 ari bturut2 ade Pesta Sukan & Pmainan..
sume ckgu2 & pljr2 tlibat sme..
wallahhh..sgt truje..
ahakz..poyo jer..sbnrnyer..
sy bleh xcape utk bkeje di Pusat Sumber..

:Cite 3:

sy sdg mrindui seseorg..
bhrp dpt jmpe beliau..
dpt spend mse byk2 dgn beliau..

- rindu sgt2 kt kmoo -

sory if sy slalu tlupekn kmoo..
dun wory dlm ati tetap ade kmoo..
take care my sweetest friend..
Fatimah Hishamuddin


~till then~

Friday, November 13, 2009

~ update ~


last update 1st nov 2009..
bapak lme giller x mg'update'..
dgn ketiadaan talian tenet yg mudah, lg percuma..
makanya..
sy xdpt mg'update' dgn kerap..

mode skg : gembire xterkate..=)
sy kini brd di Pontian..
umh family yg ku chenta..
mklum la..dh kne survive..
dok umh sendiri..(wlpn mnyewa..)
1st tym wooo..
slame ni dok hostel..

tugas sbg ckgu mmg wat diri ni..
btol2 penat & letih..
bygkn je la..
every nite dlm pkol8 lebey..
mte dh tkulat2..
silap2 aft mgrb dh blayar..
pastu tbgn tgh2 mlm..
silap2 2,3jam pastu bru tdo..
giller biol gk klo trus cmni..

byk giller nk cite..
psal sekolah sy..
psal ckgu2 kt sek sy..
psal students kt sek sy..
psal pe yg sy lalui hari2 kt sek sy..
tp sy xtau nk mule dr mne..
tlalu byk nk dikongsikan..

wlpn pape pon..
sy sgt bsyukur & btime kaseh..
pd Allah sbb memilih sy..
utk ditempatkn di sini..
SMK Kota Masai 2, Pasir Gudang..


~till then~

Sunday, November 1, 2009

- pembeli hati -


buat pembeli ati sy..
Encik Farid Firdaus Rosli
slmt ulang thn ke-23..
(pd 3hb Nov)
smoge mcapai cita2 & harapn..
jgn tkut utk mbina angan2 sbb..
angan2 lahir impian..
moga sgl impian awk jd knyataan...
maaf sbb xde hadiah best2..
surprise best2..
tp ni kire hadiah & surprise utk anda..


- thanx 4 everything -


- ckgu -


dlm bbrpe ari yg lalu..
mcm2 sy blajo..
suda tentu dlm term jd ckgu ni..
xtau nk cite cmne..
but ni pmulaan 1 pjlnan..
sy xtau pjlnan sy sjauh mne & smpi bile..
pe yg sy tau..
tujuan sy..
mendidik & memimpin..
ank2 M'sia..



~till then~


NOTAKAKI : sy berat ati mau tgglkn umh..mlm ni cm xmo tdo..
biar la mse lmbt sket or thenti...
kpd pembeli ati, tibe2 rse cm mau jmpe kmoo..hahahaha...kapla sewel sket kot...

Saturday, October 31, 2009

- bsedia -


26hb Oktober yg lalu..
sy lapor diri kt SMK Kota Masai 2..
pg2 tu p SMK Mohd Khalid..
then,kne dok bg2 ikot daerah..
pastu,trus ikot wakil sek p sek tsebut..

xcited, cuak, gmuruh, etc...
prasaan cmpur22...

akhr nye sy dh bgelar 'Cikgu'..
ckgu dlm term yg sbnr..
dulu takat
ckgu praktikal @ ckgu gnti..
skg ni..
sy dh ade tnggungjwb lbey besar & berat...

doakn sy ye,kwn22...
smoga pjlnan ni trus lancar..


~till then~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

- dia punya, sy tak punya -


:: AMARAN KERAS ::
entri ni ade bunyi2 geli2 geleman..
tlg jgn bce klo rse cam nk muntah ijau..
sb sy xsudi mau bersihkn muntah ijau kmoo..
hehehehe..=D


sgt sronok tbce 1 entri..
milik pompuan chantek..
sgt mnyentuh sanubari, beb..
(btol sy xtipoo...sgt sweeeet...sy tsenyum meleret skg ni...)
dlm entri nye, dia kte..
dia punya pencuri ati..
xmungkin sy pencuri tsebut..
sbb sy xde gye pncuri pro..
yg dark, tall & handsome..
(ala2 quote dlm novel yg besa sy bce lu..tym sek2..)
klo dia ade pencuri ati..
sy xpunya pencuri tsebut..
tp sy ade pembeli ati..
sb sy ni pnjual ati..
bunyik cm desprate giller..
tp ni kesah benar..
(dh lme jd pnjual..tp xde org sudi beli..hwaaa...(T_T)..sedey..)
sebbek ade sorng pembeli ni..
wat pembeli yg bek ati..
time kaseh byk2 ye, pembeli..
time kaseh sb..
sudi mbeli..
wlpn ati sy priceless..
(spt yg sy kte pd pompuan chantek..mbuat dia bkte, 'dasat tol'..)
bak kte pompuan chantek lg, 'btuahnye pembeli tu'..
bile mane sy ckp, 'pembeli tu msti kne kaya giller'..
bru bleh dpt beli ati sy..
btol x, pembeli..


~till then~

~ npe ni?? ~


sdg merasai xslesa..
sy rse jntung sy kurang ok sejak akhir2 ni..
kdr degupn jntung sy cm tlalu cept..
ade mslh pe erk??
sgt xslesa..
pdhal sy xwat keje2 yg perlu tenaga sgt..
kdg2 bile dok rehat2..
sdg mkn or lepak2..
jntung sy bleh bdegup laju2..
(tkut ade mslh jntung..huhuhuhu..sy mude lg..)


~till then~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

- fasa statik -


- AKU STATIK-
sume nye dlm keadaan statik
tngkah laku statik
otak statik
ati statik
npe ni???

adakh prubahan perlu skg??
bgaimana??
bila??
knape??

penin...penin...penin...


~till then~

- bsyukurkah sy?? -


sy adalah sy..
punya keluarga & kehidupn sy..
ad kwn2 yg xpenah lupakn sy..
khidupn yg slesa..

tp kdg2 sy tdetik sendiri..
'adakh slame ni sy bsyukur dgn ape yg sy ade?'


~till then~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

:: debaran makin trase ::


spt yg tlh dijngka..sy dpt surt posting tghari smlm..
but pg2 dh cek n tau result posting..
(credits to awe sexy..dia tlg cekkn tym tu..sbb line bz giller..)
dlm dh dpt surt posting tu..
sy dpt brite dr ftmh chantek..
sy akn ditempatkn di Pasir Gudang..
(dlm ati, lega sket..sbb stil xjauh sgt dr Pontian..)
SMK Kota Masai 2
ntah diceruk ner la sek tsbut..
cuak tu mmg sesgt..ingt ni nk dok kejap2 ke??
ni antra idop & mse depn sy..ok..
huwaaaaa..bleh ke survive..
yg penting pikir msti positif..mau slalu positif..
(ayyo..ckp pndai..xtau la pe cer nti..)

afta ayh solat Jumaat, kteorg gerk ke sne..
dgn tujuan mau survey tmpt tsebut la..
smbil bjln2..jauh gk pjlnan..
bak kte ayh, 'klo along xdpt cni, xmjamah nk jejak kaki kt cni'
(xde sdare mare ok area cni..mmg mcabarla idop sy nti..all d best..)

-ni la bkal sek sy..ade 2,3pic yg sempt snap..but simpn utk pribadi je..-

otw nk blek umah, sy pjuk ayh mau singgh Jusco..
dlm ati niat mau survey kasut ngajo..
tp last2 niat trus tpesong..haha9x..=D
xsingh pom kt area kasut..
mlencong jauh kt area len..
(mmg xde niat nk beli bju..seyes..swear..)
last2 dpt 2bju kotak idaman n 2suar formal..
angh dpt 2suar jeans n 1bju mhl giller..
xpe2 yg penting ske ati..haha9x..=D

-SIA..sisters-in-action..kmi di fitting room..try suar bru tu..-

ari smlmnye, beli 2shawl bru..
sjk akhir2 ni sgt bnafsu tgk shawls yg chatek2..
teruja giller..tp stil bleh handle lg..
dh ade koleksi sket dh kire ok la..
(xbleh mbazir..kng lmbt plak nk capai cite2 yg nun tggi tu..)

dsbbkn xde kasut formal yg proper..
sy dgn sronoknye amek kasut umi..
bak kte umi, 'kasut umi tu byk, pilih je ner yg bkenan'
(cool kn, umi sy?? sudi mau share2 kasut ngan ank..)
sebbek sy xgiller kasut pompuan..
klo x, dh bes lesap sume kasut2 umi tu..haha9x..=D


~till then~

Friday, October 16, 2009

:: hatiku bdebar2 ::


bperasaan bgitu sjk 2,3 ari yg lalu..
xtau la pe sbb musabab yg munasabah..
pe yg penting, sy dh brd di umh..
bsame kluarga tchenta..
last weekend xblek..
so, diz weekend AMATLAH WAJIB utk sy pulang..
klo lu tgolek2 la tgu ayh amek..
skg ayh yg btnye bile mau blek..
(of coz skg senang, start kete trus bleh blek..dlu kne tgu ayh amek..hehe9x..=D)

smlm pg2 sy dh ke blik postgrad..
dgn tujuan nk online jp..
mau send 2,3 emel utk my fav doc, Dr Affandy..
(diz week xjmpe lngsung..send progress report thru emel je la..)
bukn xmo jmpe, but klo dh jmpe..
sure sy akn rse sgt cuak pd thp mlampau
(ftmh je yg phm prasaan tsebut..haha9x..)
dlm jam0945 sy gerak ke shell..
tuang myk & isi angin tyr..
rupe blacky dh huduh..dh lme xmndi..

blom tghari dh smpi umh..wlpn sempt beli brg sket..
sronok sbb ade org kt umh..angah & mok ade kt umh..
aft zhor, ayh sruh siap2..
kami skeluarga mau ke kluang..
ayh tbekenan ke 1kete Honda CRV..
nk tnjuk kt kteorg..
(xjd amek pom..umi xske..kami adek bradek pom xske..rupenye cm burok sgt)
klo ikot sy, sy prefer ayh tgu sy belikn Exora utk dia..
kete baru lg mnawan..
skg pom bukn desprate sgt mau kete..
insyaAllah dlm ptengahan thn dpn, sy mau beli Exora..
(xsabo nk keje & bduit sendiri..sgtla excited..)

dlm pd excited, sy bdebar gk ati tgu surt posting..
kwn2 sy..ftmh, seemah, huda, fira & gdot..dh dpt surt..
sume tu dpt posting Jhr..2 yg sy pelik..
still xdpt brite lg..btg idong posmen pom xnmpk lg..
sgt la bdebar ati ni..dag dig dug..
bak kte gdot, 'ntah2 ko dpt SBP kot..SBP dia pggl lmbt sket..'
klo bgai dikate sy bserah je la..
sy sgt la bsyukur..as long as sy dpt posting in Jhr..

smoga ati yg bdebar2 ni mjwb psoalan yg bmen2 kt kapla ni..
sy mau scepatnye brite diterima kt tgn sy..
biarla lega sket debaran kt ati ni..



~till then~

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

- no title part 6 -


cume mau mohon maaf kpd sume...
ampunkn salah silap sy SBB

= ayah ummi =
slalu sgt bkeras kapla..
ske mls2..
ske btindak nkal..
xdgr naseht..
penah sakitkn ati ..
slalu sgt susahkn..
tlalu byk dosa sy thdp mrk..dr sy kecik smpi la skg..
'maafkn Along ye,ayah ummi..'
xsabo mau pulang ke pangkuan kmu scept mungkin..


= adek2ku (angah,mok&adek) =
ske sakat kmoo..
bkire btol ngan kmoo..
sje2 trajang kmoo tnpe sbb..
sy syg mrk sgt2
sy bukn kakak yg bek..tp sejujurnye sy syg adek2 sy..
sgt2 syg..xdpt bygkn idop sy tnpa adek2 sy..

= teman2, rkan2 spejuangan =
ske mngusik xkene tmpt..
xpenah jge prasaan..
ske sakitkn ati..
slalu mungkir janji..
xpenah mau ckp bek2..
ske mnyusahkan kmoo..
sy mmg bukn kwn yg bek..tp sedaya upaya mau mjd rkn tbek..
maaf ya kwn2, andai bicara sy slalu mnusuk ati kmoo2..

NOTAKAKI: sy dilanda kesedihan mlampau tnpa sbb..mngkin pnyakit lame dtg kembali...j.i.w.a.k.a.c.a.u..moga ati ni smakin kuat utk hadapi ari esok..

~~ lost my lurve ~~


Cintaku Hilang by Geisha

Seandainya bisa terulang kembali
Saat pertama bertemu antara kau dan aku
Kau sentuh jemari tanganku
Terbuai indahnya kata cinta
Terucap olehmu

Manis.. Manis yang ku rasa
Ku tak rela cintaku berakhir
Ku minta kau katakan cinta
Saat ku terjaga
Adakah kau rasa
Tak seperti diriku kini
Cintaku t’lah hilang

Sayangnya kini aku tak mengerti
Begitu berat rasa ingin memelukmu
Tapi ku hanya bisa mengingatmu
Karena kau tak pernah tau tentang rasa ini

Hilang.. Hilang yang ku rasa
Cintaku kini telah berakhir
Dirimu yang selalu temani khayalku

Tatap mataku
Rasakan tangisku
Agar kau tahu
Hoo…

Karna ku biasa denganmu dahulu
Di setiap waktu

Ku minta kau katakan cinta
Saat ku terjaga
Adakah kau rasa

Ku minta kau katakan cinta
Saat ku terjaga
Adakah kau rasa

Tak seperti diriku kini
Cintaku t’lah hilang

Monday, October 12, 2009

- keinginan mbuak2 -


giller la tjuk entri..
sy sje mau bikin gimick 360 degree..
tp mmg skg ni sdg punya prasaan tsbut..
sy MAU TGK bf ke-5 sy..
MAU TGK SGT2..
rse ati ni cm xleh nk tgung..huhu9x..
hrp2 nti dpt gk sy mnatap wjh bf ke-5 sy tu..
dlm
PAPADOM

sy kt umh ftmh skg ni..
dh msuk 2mlm sy stay kt cni..
walla wey..atini smcm trse homesick kala ni..

NOTAKAKI : 2ari lepas..ari yg sme..3org,3tmpt & 2isu yg mnyentuh ati blaku..biarla sume sy simpn dlm2 kt ati..kpd mrk be3,kuatkn smgt..kmu tau spe syg kmu..

~till then~

Thursday, October 8, 2009

- sy bbintang Virgo -


Virgo

Symbol - The Virgin
Element - Earth
Planet - Mercury

Love Life:
You are a nice kisser, a super sexy person and like to dominate your relationship.
More Compatible with - Pisces, Taurus, Capricorn
Less Compatible with - Aries, Libra, Aquarius

Qualities Of Virgo
Analytical, Modest, Responsible, Hardworking, Sensitive, Smart,
Meticulous, Magnetic, Punctual, Disciplined, Organized,
Indefatigable, Perfectionist & Humane.

Lucky Color - Blue or White
Lucky Stone - Sapphire
Lucky Day - Wednesday
Lucky Number - Five
Lucky Metal - Platinum


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

~~ kuda puteh ~~


White Horse by Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings

Now I know
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted
But I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess
This aint a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, some day
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror
Disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now



Monday, October 5, 2009

- erk?? -




-------------------------------------------
you're, my friend
my companion
through good times and bad
through happy and sad
beside me, you walk
beside me, you stand
you're there to listen
you're there to talk
with happiness, with smiles
with pain and tears
i know you'll be there
through all of my years
-------------------------------------------


NOTAKAKI : kerinduan yg teramat kt kwn2 sy..xkire la tym kt u, mtrx even sek..sgt mrindui kmu, kmu & kmu..d mne sje kamu brd,ingt ye..ade sorg kwn yg sentiase rindukn kmu..

- tentang dia -

sje mau cite sumthing psal seseorg..
spesel sgt ke dia ni???
erm...no comment...
(ahak...kureng btol sy ni...klo puji lbey2 kang kmbg sgt idong dia...)

- nme penuh Farid Firdaus bin Rosli -
- lahir pd 3hb Nov 1986 -
- skg dok kt Jhr -
- study kt UPSI,Tg Malim -
-bdk TESL tu.. -
- penah skola kt Samura..2002-2003 -
- stay kt kelas 4Cekal & 5Bijak -
- bdk umh Pujangga -
- org kuat prsatuan Polis -
- slalu men tenis tym riadah -
- ske giller wrne oren-
- klo gelak x hengat dunia..ske gelak hell.. -
- tgk cm cool tp ati sensitip..auww.. -
- mkn xpenah xcomot..comfirm comot.. -
- xcited giller2 kt bnda2 kecik org len wat -
- cm ade prasaan tkut gemok..kn?? -
- ske pkir pelik2..wlpn kecik je isu tsbut -
- klo mbebel ala2 org tua..cm bpk2 -
- bru tau dia ni ade smgt keUPSIan -


Sunday, October 4, 2009

- rumah tbuka dr J&Z -

sy & kwn2 dijemput ke umh tbuka..
dr Jamal & dr Zaidatun
dgn besa ati, sy & kwn2 mghadirkn diri di umh mrk..

Hari : Khamis
Tarikh : 1 Oktober 2009
Tempat : Bndar Baru Kangkar Pulai
Masa : 8-10mlm


mknan yg ade mmg SUPERB!!!
lebey2 lg sy bpose ari tsebut..
weehee...rzki jgn tolak bala jgn cri..
ade bbrp pic yg sempt di'snap' pd ari kjadian..
dr J&Z sgt romatik pd pndgn sy..
(dorg men suap2 kueh ry lg dpn kteorg..haha9x..sgt sweet..=D)

- ni ftmh, cyg die..muahh..(^-^) -

- ni siti, die chantek lg da bomb -

- ni aini, nmpk sweet tp garang -

- bsame nani & fira..pose ala2 mnje.. -


NOTAKAKI : time kaseh daun keladi Dr J&Z..kmi sgt berbesar ati dpt brye lg ke umh kmoo be2


~till then~

- syawal 1430H -


sptutnye dh lme sy post entri ni..
but ia sempt bhabuk kt dlm draft blog ni..
sgt la xptut..haha9x..=)
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mcm2 blaku spjg syawal thn ni..
thn ni..
  • 1st tym kmi skeluarga bhri ry kt umh mak uda pd 1 syawal..
  • sy smbut ulang thn ke-23 pd 2 syawal..
  • dpt jmpe kwn2 lme..yg mmg dh lme giller xjmpe..
  • p kenduri kawen 2tmpt dlm 1hari..
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spupu sy, As-shabul & pasangannye bru mdirikn rumahtangga..
wlpn dh nikah b4 pose aritu..
mrk bru wat mjlis walimah td tghari..
(sgt pns & bahang tau..sebbek sy sempoi jer..wlpn dh bpeluh2 giller)
ptg td brye ke umh spupu ayh kt kg ulu pulai..
kmudian ke umah x-gf ayh, mkcik norita..


~till then~


Thursday, October 1, 2009

~ knape erk?? ~


bru pulang dr pjumpaan ngan Dr Affandy..
sy tau sy dlm fasa kritikal skg..
mau abeskn my study within 3semester..
BUT
sume masih tonggang langgang..
proposal cm hampess..
lg bgus karangan bdk thn4..

knape sy ni??
sgt sambil lewa kala ni..

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kwn2 tnye npe sy futher study lg..
'dh dpt degree ok pe..'
'ko ni sek study jer..'
'pe yg ko pkir?? ko smbug study ni sbb ape erk??'

mcm2 komen sy dgr..
bek yg positif @ negatif..
nek penin2 & pusin2 otak sy..
sy xpedulik..
sy mmg dh simpan cite2 mau ade MSc in Edu..
mau bjaya cm org len gk..
pelik sgt ke smbug study??
normal je..ok..
sy pom xpenah tpkir seawal ni sy smbug study..
but diz is my passion..gille kn??
xpe2..pe yg penting hatiku gumbire..
researchku perlu disettlekn within 1 & half yr..
chiayokk,fiz!!!

~till then~

Monday, September 28, 2009

+ hari Tua sY +


tik..tok..tik..tok..
mse dh blalu utk sthn..

21hb Sept..


stiap thn..sy smakin tua..
huhu9x..=(
bleh x, sy mau freeze kn mse ni..
sy tau mmg mustahil giller

1986..
23thn yg lalu, sy dilahirkan di dunia..
sy org Johor..lebey spesifik lg di Pontian..
tp sy dilahirkn kt Sarawak..
jauh sgguh..

1995..
celeb ngan family..
kt umah..ummi msk meehoon tym tu..
sy dpt 1st diary tym tu..
tp sy dok peram dairy tu smpi 2thn kmudian..

2000..
utk pertama kalinye..
sy celebrate birthdy kt hostel..
dgn izyan, dee & ziha..
(ntah mne pegi mrk be3 ni..trus lost contct aft sy pindh sek..)

2001..
birthday yg sronok..
smbut ngan dormates..
wlpn dh mau PMR tym tu..
ummi tetap tunaikn hsrat sy..
(thanx alot, ummi!!)

2003..
sy xingat pape psal trikh ni..
tp ade surprise party aft fews day..
geng buddy6 nye keje..
sy kne blindfold..
tawaf 1samura b4 dpt potong&mkn kek kt gazebo..
(sweet giller mrka..syg kmoo..)

2004..
yg sy ingt..
limah & arin prank sy..
bes meja study & katil sy..
pnuh ngan bedak..
sebbek bedak baby..
tp sronok gk kne cmtu skali skala..

2005..
1st tym celeb ngan kwn2 1st yr SPK..
tym tu ade..
fatimah, nana, yana & aini jer..
mjlis kecik2..

2008
tym ni pose..
ayh, ummi, mok & adek dtg UTM..
buke pose sme2..
tp potong kek kt blik ngan geng2 SPK..
(windu nye waktu tsebut..)
sblom tlupe, sy dpt kain bju & tdung..
drp incik pgel oren..
haha9x..xsangke plak dpt hdiah..

2009
dh 23thn rupenye sy mjd manusia..
jd pngembara kt bumi Allah ni..
msih mcari ape yg blom dijumpai..
Alhamdulillah...
slame 23thn ni..
sy bSyukur dgn sgala2 yg tlh&slalu sy miliki...



NOTAKAKI : time kaceh kpd sume yg ingt pd tarikh ini...ingatan&ucapan ikhlas anda sy amat bmkne wat sy..syg kmoo sume...



~till then~

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

- k.i.s.a.h.m.e.r.e.k.a -


: WATAK :

si A - perempuan
si B - lelaki

: KISAH :

si A & si B bersekolah di sekolah yg sama..
wlpn sebaya, mrk jrg btego sapa..
si A dgn halnya & si B dgn dunianya..
si A mrupakn pljr yg quiet Hot, Popular & Glamor..
si B plak sorg yg Ulat Buku, Skema & Geek..
disbbkn ke'femes'an si A, si B mngenali si A hnya pd name..
mrk putus hubungan bgtu sje slps bes skola..

si B btemu smula dgn si A slps sethn tmt skola..
2 pon ats bntuan sorg kwn yg len..
mrk bkawan ats dsr bekas kwn skola..
sering bjumpa, bborak sakan..
walhal tym skola mmg mrk jrg btego sapa..
nk bborak rancak lg la mustahil..
lebey2 lg si A pljr femes..
sure la si B rse rendh diri..lgpn si B mmg laki2 pmalu..
sntiasa xde yakin diri mau mnonjolkn diri..
slalu tkut utk ke hdpn..
mrk berkwn bek & agk rpt..

xlme slps tu, si B dpt brite yg si A suda punya pacar..
wlpn wktu tsbut mrk bkwn, si B sbnrnye dh start t'ske si A..
tp sbg sorg laki yg pmalu, si B pendam je rse ske kt si A tu..
dia psti si A xmungkin akn ske pd nye..
sbb si A ad yg punya..
si B lebey rela jd kwn utk si A..

wlpn si A suda punya pacar, psahabtn mrk lngsung xt'jejas..
situasi tsbut mgembirakn ati si B..
wlpn si A bukn pacarnye, skurg2 nye mrk punya tali pshabatn..
si B tetap pndamkn je rse ati nye pd si A..
si B sgt ykin yg si A gembira & bhgia dgn pacarnye..
smkin ari, smkin si B menidakkn rse tsebut lalu..
si B mbiarkn rse tsbut tkubur cmtu je..
& si B mula mcari seseorg yg len utk bleh disukai..

1 ari, si B dikejutkn dgn brite x enak dr si A..
si A dikecewakn oleh pacarnye..
disbbkn prinstiwa tsebut, si A sgt sedey..si A sgt t'tekan..
si B
kasihan pd si A..
ats dsar pshbtn mrk, si B cuba mnaikkn smula smgt si A..
si A smakin rpat dgn si B..

si B dh mlupakn prasaannya thdp si A..
tkut kalo2 si A dpt mghidu rse itu..
pshbtn mrk pula smkin akrab..
pkr itu smestinye xpernah dibygkn oleh si B..
si B sering brutus emel dgn si A..
dgn hrpn si A mlupakn mslh yg mnimpanya..
si B slalu mberi kte2 smgt utk si A..
si A slalu puji dgn kputusan & pncapaian si B..
bg si B kjayaan nye sume rzki & bntuan dr kwn2..

keakrbn mrk blanjutn shgga smpi..
satu detik yg mngejutkn si B..
si A cba mluahkn rse atinye pd si B..
suda tntu si B tkejut, tgamam & rse xpcya..
wlpn mrk akrb bkwn bek..
si B
xpernah tpikir si A akn ske pdnye..
si B mula tpkir sendiri & mnta pndpt kwn2 nye yg len..
si B msih ragu2 dgn apa yg dikatakn oleh si A..

setlh bpkir & mnimbang bek buruk..
si B
btnyekn smula kpd si A..
ttg pkr yg dikatekn oleh si A tempoh ari..
& si B mberi respon positif kpd si A..
tntunye si B rse kekok sb rse ske pd si A tu..
dh lme dia kburkn dlm ati..
si B
bjnji pd dirinya..
utk mcri smula rse itu dlm dirinye..
utk mgembirekan si A..

kini..
si A & si B bukn hnya bsahabt..
mrk gmbire dgn phubungan mrk skg..

~T.A.M.A.T~




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

.: proposal :.


bunyi cm besh je kn??
ni bukn sembrgn nyer proposal..
ni proposal utk master research sy..
sgt penin2..
wlpn pape pom..
sy akn syg reserach sy..
cm sy syg diri sy, fmily sy, kwn2 sy..
sbb IA mrupakn sbahagian diri & idop sy..
utk bebrp bln akn dtg..

DOA SAYA:
smoga sy sentiasa..
S.A.B.A.R
T.A.B.A.H
G.E.M.B.I.R.A
K.U.A.T.S.E.M.A.N.G.A.T
M.A.T.A.NG




~till then~

Saturday, September 12, 2009

hait~~~


sy mmg ske mengeluh..
npe erk??
dh jd habit kot..
sebati dlm diri..
haha9x..
xsronok bile 'rse tu' dtg lg..
dtg lg & lg..
lg2 ia dtg..
langsung xbesh..

dulu ade gk kwn2..
kt kiri kanan dpn blkg..
skrg?? hait~~~
'rse tu' adalah..
P.E.R.A.S.A.A.N.J.I.W.A.K.A.C.A.U
cmner nk cure erk???

susah gk mau phm diri sendiri..
kdg2 lebey senang phm org len..
huhu9x...=(
rse xbest tsbut dtg tibe2..
tarrraaaa...
kejap ade kejap xde
kejap O.K kejap K.O
ngok-ngek-ngok-ngek
kapla sket mereng..
otak sket pusing...



~till then~

Friday, September 11, 2009

- untitled -


- pic yg tlh di'edit' mlm smlm..haha9x..wlpn xbrpe cun..tp okla gk.. -


Thursday, September 10, 2009

..kejutan??..


- lg 1 kejutan wat mr pgel..smoga anda thibur..hehe9x.. -


INFOFOTO :
sy sdg giller mng'edit' pic..bes sume pic kwn2 sy edit..tmsuk gk pic bdk oren ni..
mmg xslmt pic anda jika ade kt tgn sy..


mr pgel --> xtau nk bg pe kt kmo..ni pom kire present la erk??..haha9x..cm poyo jer gf awk ni kn??

...


skg msih ade di loby PSZ..
bmen2 tenet..
sgt2 bhibur plak arini..
smlm perinth bkurung..

lwak giller sey..
sb bdk laki sblh sy ni..
mdgr lagu bitter heart by zee avi..
repeat byk kali ok..
lwak xlwak sgt la..
ade2 la bdk2 zmn skg..

skg sy sdg bjinak2..
mau jd qualitative researcher..
poyo jerkk ayt..

dr td sy syiok mlayan YouTube..
tgk hot chicks yg sy ske...=)
Yuna, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus etc..
________________________________

currently, sy rse..

=) addicted kt OST shophaholic..
=) mau blek umh..windu ayah ummi..
=) biol2 sb bce journal2..
=) mau kikis duet mhluk yg kaya..
=) nk cuci mate tgk laki2 ensem di skitar UTM..
(mr pgel jgn mare ye...weehee..=D)
=) mhabiskn mase dpn lapy 24/7..
=) buke pose kt tsek ari2 pom ok gk kn??



pic ni bru je edit..
sbb kbusanan dok ngadap lappy...
giller amatur nye skill..
xpe la..
bengong2 pom hasil tgn sy..

INFOFOTO :
mr pgel --> ske gelak hell, sengih smpi tlinga, kuat mbebel cm bapak2, bsolek lme giller, slalu cek muke kt cermin
tp kdg2 bleh jd seyes giller...

















~till then~

..perintah bkurung..


smlm..
sharian dok blik..
bce journal2 & artikel2 yg mnimbun..
sgguh pom bgitu..
sy treat diri sendiri tym buke pose..
1st tym buke pose kt Tasek UTM..
bsame bdk2 kecik..
(yaya, zai, kak long, ika & her bf)

mlmnye..
smbug pbacaan..
mnilai & mnganalisis content..
pnulisan proposal blom start lg..
huhu9x...betapa...


NOTAKAKI : sbb 'tlalu sibokk', sy bru prasan..tarikh smlm sgt mnarek..haha9x..lampi thp cipan branak 8..haha9x...



~till then~

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

~ masalah itu lumrah ~


Trouble is a Friend by Lenka

Trouble, he will find you no matter where you go
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow
The eye of the storm or the cry in the morn
You're find for a while but you start to lose control

He is there in the dark,
He is there in my heart,
He waits in the winds,
He is gonna play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

Trouble is a friend but
Trouble is a foe
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow
He sees what I see and He knows what I know
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He is there in the dark,
He is there in my heart,
He waits in the winds,
He is gonna play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

How I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
I try

But He is there in the dark,
He is there in my heart,
He waits in the winds,
He is gonna play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine


NOTAKAKI : lgu ni amt seswai ngan mood sy skg..turun nek pusing2 cm roller coster..bleh x?? gara2 keje yg mnimbun bak gunung Kinabalu..tp ske sgt men2 cm skg cthnyer..



~till then~

~ amek mse ~


Take Time to Love by Trey Songz

A material girl in her own world cant even see the things shes missin
Right in the curve a little girl wanting to grow up & be a star
Take a look around; not lookin down
All these things have blurred your vision
Material things dont amount to nothing but

[But i know how you feel]
Whoa
[Its hard to see whos real]
It takes time, livin in a world where you dont know who to trust
Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush
Itll be fine,
[takes time, takes time to love]

You no ima tell the truth when it comes to you my lady
And its a miracle you have found it conscience baby
I had a plan on leaving
you came & gave up reason
And now i know the reason why, Why you

[But i know how you feel]
I know its hard [its hard to see whos real]
Whos real oh
[It takes time, livin in a world where you dont know who to trust]
Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush
Itll be fine, takes time yeah
[Takes time to love]

No, love aint in the money
Love aint in the cars
Love aint in the jewlery
Love aint in the mall
Perfect place to start, searching is the heart
Just have patients

[It Takes time] oh
Livin in a world where you dont know who to trust.
Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush
Itll be fine, It takes time
Takes time to love
Oh

It takes time to love...


~till then~

- no title part 5 -


1. Apa perasaan anda sekarang?
penin2 lalat..mau rehat..

2. Saya nak makan?
makanan yg best2..cm teringin mama chop papa grill..

3. Impian saya?
punya ape yg sy mau..

4. Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
katak & cicak

5. Saya harapkan?
sy dpt abeskn study sy ON TIME..ikut plan..

6. Jika boleh putarkan masa?
mau jd better than best person..


7. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
futher study in doc of philosophy..insyaAllah..amin..

8. Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
telefon bimbit yg cumil..

9. Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
sebyk mungkin..hehe9x..=P

10. Saya suka pada?
org yg ske kt sy..especially..my fmily,frenz..

11. Kawan2 saya?
org yg sentiasa ade bsme sy..wlpn bukn di dpn mte..windu korg

12. Pernah dikhianati?
xxx..

13. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap dia?
doakn kbhgian org len utk kbhgian diri sendiri..weehee..=D

~ ati ni kerinduan teramat ~


td ptg p jumpe Dr Affandy..
aft a few weeks NO 'perfectoo dating'..
huhu9x..masih byk yg perlu dikejekan..
but...
see...sy di cni..
bermen2 bsame blog ni..
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bbrpa ari lalu, slh sorg kwn SPK sy bmsg2..
n.a.n.a. nme beliau..
tup2 soal buke pose bsame diutarakn...
waaaa....
sy cm nk nanges tgolek2..
sgt mrindui saat2 b'buke..
bsame mrk..
sec jujurnye...
SY SGT MERINDUI MEREKA..

betapa ceptnye wktu blalu..
singktnye mase bsame..
tiap kenangan indh bsme mrk..
xkan..
xmungkin..
mustahil..
lenyap dek mse yg la

Monday, September 7, 2009

:: bln Ramadhan ::


ari jumat lalu..
p buke pose kt umh pak usu..
tym dtg tu,bru je msuk waktu asar..
dok lepak2 dpn tv..
bile dh busan,p dpur jap..
tym tu azim dok sibok kaco mak usu..
tdgr la pbualn mrk ank branak

-azim- -mak usu-
'ibu,nk air tu..msuk btol..'
'kn ibu dh bg td'
'nk lg..'
'nah..p men ngan adik aisyah..'
'ibu xrse pon..'
'ibu pose la,azim..ner bleh mkn or minum'
'cmtu ibu matila..xbleh mkn minum..' dgn mrengek3
'nnti mgrib ibu mkn la..dh p men kt depan'

haha9x..sy gelak dlm ati je..
dgr si azim tu petah bckp2..
bukn tu je..nakal gile gk bdk tu..
yg xbleh thn..
dia sgt ANTI klo org ckp dia gmok n itam..
klako la bdk tu..



~till then~

..hoyeah?..


sy xtau nk ckp pe..
sje mau post sumthing..
ade mende yg xkena..
tp xtau pe..
or wat2 xtau pe..
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td p amek gmba konvo ngan ftmh..
sronok..sbb xde la bruk sgt..
wlpn xchantek ner..




~till then~

Thursday, September 3, 2009

- no title part 4 -


29hb Ogos
dlm jam 10 lebey kuar p McD UTM..
incik pgel suda tggu..
teman p tgk bola kt tmn U..

30hb Ogos
p shur kt McD..
mkn bubur nsi cm aritu..
plus, sundae strawbery..besh3..
blek b4 sbuh..
bdn dh rse xbesh..
cepat2 amek tindakn bijak..
(tuam kapla ngan towel bsh)
dlm pkol 11 lebey bru p clinic pnawar,tmn U..
mlm tu tdo kt umh ftmh..
siap sahur kt sane..
besh3..

31hb Ogos
buke pose kt umh aisha darling..
tym dia amek tghari lg..
spjg dok umh dia, tdo jer..
bdn xsedp..
tp mkn stil slera..

01hb Sept
p fak..
kemas bilik utk bdk2 research..
pastu p bsuh blacky..
isi myk yg xbgus..
(besa isi warne ijau, kali ni wrne kuning)
tkene hujn tym pam tyar..
buke pose ngan ct, awis n ina..
mlm dh trse xbest..
tekak saket..

02hb Sept
tym shur xdpt nk mkn..
tekak mkin sakit..
sore cm btuka sket..
huhu...

-smoga esok & ari strusnyer..ksihatan mkin bek..xsanggup lg sakit2..idong cm nk tsumbat plak ni..huhu9x...-



~till then~

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

- dugaan... -


since ari ahd lalu..
kurang sehat..
mngalami demam ringan..
saket tekak..
sgt mduga prasaan..
huhu9x...
ayah pom cm riso22..
tp wat macho la tym dia cll...

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

..tlg jgn jual ikan..


tjuk entry yg seswai sgt..
lg2 ngan keadaan masa kini..
bukn xbleh 'jual ikan'..
sian la kt plak kt pakcik2 nelayan nnti..
xde org mau ikan mrk..
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sbnrnye just mau ingtkn diri sendiri..
serta kmu2 yg tbace entry ni..
kdg2 tnpe kite sedar diri..
kite slalu t'jual-ikan' (a.k.a. selfish)
lebey2 lg tym2 pose ni..
kdg2 kt org yg ade kt kelililng kite..
ish3..klo nk cite psal isu 'jual-ikan' ni..
smpi bile2 pom xbes..

pape pon,tnye diri sendiri..
muhasabah diri..
stiap mnusia xsempurna..
jd..
renung2 kn & slmt bramal..



~till then~

Friday, August 28, 2009

.: jika.. :.


tbe2 tpikir..
alangkah sronot nyerr jika..
  • skg punya kjaya yg sgt stabil..(income evry month)
  • punya wang sendiri utk idop shari2..
  • punya kamera mhl..huhu9x..
  • tlibat sec seyes ngan fotografi..
  • ade kdai printing sendiri..


~till then~

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

- jiwa yg kacau -


sdg brd dlm fasa..
jiwa kacau..
spt ari2 yg lalu..
tym PSM 1 & 2..
tp skg blom seyes..

Monday, August 24, 2009

:: konfius la... ver 2.0 ::


sy penin..
konfius..
cm bengong..
pusing2..
cm nk guling2..



~till then~

Sunday, August 23, 2009

- research methodology -


tghari ni, akn btolak blek ke cmpus..
esk short course dh start..
5ari bturut2..8am til 5.30pm..
pergh, lme giler wa ckp lu!!
'S.A.B.A.R. adalah sbahagian drp Iman'

tym2 pose ni, kne la byk2 kn bsabo..
but kne ngadap n jmpe..
org2 yg bleh mnguji ksabaran..
huhu9x..sgt tseksa..
at same tym, sgt teruja gk..
xsabo nk attend diz course..



~till then~

...


busybody..annoying kn??
org yg busybody ni..
sgt mnyakitkn ati kn??
klo kite tlalu busybody, kite sedar x sbnrnye??
agk2 kmoo org, sy ni m'annoying'kn ke??

selly : 'babe, realy need ur advise..plz,yunk~~'
ftmh : 'mau ckp2 ngan kmoo skg..'
aainaa : 'klo la kmoo di cni, kala ini..'
dyah : 'mdgr suda ckup beri sy smgt smula..'
kak aisyah : 'kmoo msti ade tips yg mnarik lg tertarik..'

kdg2 org yg busybody..
slalu mbuatkn kite sedar ttg existance kite..
kt muke Bumi ni..
sbb ade org busy nk tau psal kite..



~till then~

Saturday, August 22, 2009

.: kenanganku bersamamu ver 2.1 :.

akhirnye, sy dpt mg'upload' pic knvo..
dh upload bebrpa pic sblom ni..
tp kte sely, 'sekangkang kera je pic tu..'
so, sy upload la lg ni..
haha9x..my 1st convocation ceremony..
xsabo nk tggu nxt round plak..
InsyaAllah...amin...

- bsame clasmate SPK, aainaa -



- dgn pompuan chantek, fatimah -



- ngan atik (my childhood bestfriend) -


NOTAKAKI : sgt2 bsyukur..slps 4thn bjuang, akhirnye kami same2 bgembira smpena hari bsejarah ni..sy sdikit tkilan sbb adik2 sy xdpt dtg..sebbek ayh & ummi dtg..plus, incik pgel pom rse sedey sbb xdpt dtg..xpe2 my 2nd cnvo ade lg..




~till then~

Friday, August 21, 2009

~~ don b notty ~~

- incik pgel tsengih cmni kot?? haha9x..sory..=D -

lgu yg sgt seswai wat mr pgel..haha9x..=D dia tsengih2 bile dgr lgu ni..haha9x..tsnyum lebar smpi ke telinga..btol x,mr pgel???

JANGAN NAKAL by alif OIAM

Semua tahu kamu cantik
Semua tahu kau menarik
Kau bidadari terhebat
Membuat cintaku makin kuat

Kadang2 ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mau pergi
Bisa hati kau ada dicuri

Please x3
Kamu jangan nakal
Ku pergi sebentar bukan untuk curangimu

Wo…oo please x3
Kamu jangan nakal
Nanti aku datang bawa yang kau pesan
Diriku untukmu…

Semua tahu kucintamu
Semua tahu kau milikku
Ada pun yang memandangku
Betapa beruntungnya aku


~till then~

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

- hari bsejarah -


byk yg nk dikongsi bsame..
but byk lg pic yg perlu di'edit'..
so post just nk mmenuhkn entry box..
17hb Ogos 2009
sy tlh dianugerahkn
Sarjana Muda Sains dan Komputer serta Pendidikan (Kimia)
alhamdulillah..pnantian & pngorbanan yg bbaloi..


Saturday, August 15, 2009

- new habit @ new hobby?? -

- septg di pintu gerbang UTM -


skg ade kgemaran mg'edit' gmba..
bes sume bnda diexplore..
wlpn cm hampes22 je hsil nye..
tp puas ati..
sbb sendiri buat maaa..
bruk or chantek blkg kire..
yg penting USAHA..
pasti keJAYAan dicpai..
keh9x...=D


- aksi cute kami pd awl sesi pngambarn..keh9x.. -


- aksi2 candid spjg sesi pngambarn..muke22 yg giller camera -



NOTAKAKI : ribuan time kaseh wat adek Azah (adek kpd Awe) krn sudi mjd photographer wat kteorg sume..gudluck in ur study..jgn serik kenal2 n jmpe2 kteorg..keh9x..ade rzki jmpe lg..



~till then~



Friday, August 14, 2009

.: kenanganku bersamamu ver 2.0 :.


dtg jmputn ke 1 mjlis anjurn fakulti..
mjlis khusus utk bkal2 graduan kovokesyen ke-43..


- bsame bha tym tggu turn nk amek sjil & pingt -


pre-convocation..
penah dggr x??
haha9x...ni ciptaan sy n bbrape clasmate SPK sy..
ptg td, tetap jam1745
(aft Majlis Anugerah Dekan Sem I 2009/10 di rumah Alumni UTM)
kteorg bramai2 mnayang muke
di pintu gerbang ke-2..yg bru..
hehe9x..=D dgn gembire n xcited..
kmi be-6 b'pose' sakan..
(thanx alot adek awe, AZAH..photographer btauliah kmi ptg td..yeah!!)


- bsame niza kt pintu gerbang bru UTM -

hrp2 tym convo btol2 nnti..
lg HAVOC & HAPPENING..



~till then~

Thursday, August 13, 2009

- no title part 3 -

xtau nk cite pe..
sje nk post a few pic yg sy edit2..
skill gne photoshop
yg dh agk lme x digunakn..
last pom tym nk NRIC dulu..
ni kberhasilan penggodehan aku mggunakn photoshop cs2..
(pasni mau asah lg bkat ni kn..biar lg pndai..)



- sile dtg ke arked cengal,UTM utk mnikmatinya -



- siapakah beliau?? -



- FARID FIRDAUS a.k.a pgel -



NOTAKAKI : pgel--> sory publish pic anda tnpa kbenaran..sj nk tnjuk skill edit gmba..haha9x..mngasah bkat yg dh lme ditinggalkn..poyo giller ayat..


~till then~




.: riang ria :.

awl2 pg td dh bsiap2 nk jmpe dr Affandy..
suda ada jnji mau ketemu..
(of coz ngan pompuan chantek..hehe9x..=D)
tup2, tunda jp til
12noon..
beliau ade urgent meeting..last2 min..
ksian gk kt beliau..asyek meeting memanjg..
(pergh, bukn senang woo nk jd lecturer..klo asyek meeting jer..bleh biol..)
last2 dpt la jmpe..
tu pon xsmpi 5 min..ckp gitu2 jer..
xpe2..nxt week ade..nnti bls dendam, bleh jmpe lme2..

b4 lunch, ftmh mngutarakn hasratnye utk mnonton bsame..
bak kte dia, 'dh lme xculik fiz..bile lg klo x ari ni..'
(cik ftmh, anda nk culik sy berhari2 pom sy rela..haha9x..=D)
dgn hati gumbire, kteorg amek kputusan nk p tgk muvi..
xjauh pom, kt u mall je pom..
besh giller bdating2 ngan pompuan chantek ni..
(mmg dh lme giller xp tgk muvi bsame2 pompuan chantek..)
so, kteorg tgk 'ALIEN in the ATTIC'
sronok33..=D'Bersatu Teguh, Bercerai Roboh'



NOTAKAKI : cik timah syg, klo nk culik fiz lg bgtau la..nnti kte culik aina skali..keh9x..bru besh klo ade dia..tp xmo la ade kakak2 kmoo..keh9x..thanx alot, pompuan chantekk..


~till then~


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

- cognitive load & sociocultural theory -


enrty yg ke-2..utk arini..
pas bermen2 td..sy dgn ske ati mnyambung keje..
(pe lg kn..mstila bace artikel2 dr journal2 yg bbeza..)

tjuk entry yg mnarik bukn??
klo anda bukn sebahgian warga pnuntut dlm education..
mayb bunyi ke2-2 teori tsebut janggal..
pd pdengaran anda..
tp wat bdk2 edu, ade yg penah dgr, lihat or tbace..

teori2 tsebut akn mjd sbahgian kajian..
yg sy akn lakukn xlme lg..
(insyaAllah..doakn la ye..)
bukn senang woo..nk wat research..
sy stil tkedek2 cm ank itik pulang ptg..
cm ank kucing ilang mak..
sume pom kne blajar dr basic..huhu9x..
(bile ati sdg kaco..mcm2 sy wat..kdg2 ckp dgn diri sendiri..bmonolog la konon2 nyer..)

sdg mhitung ari utk mlalui hari yg bsejarah..
sronok, teruja, lega..
kerja keras, hempas pulas, suka duka utk 4thn..
bbalas gk akhirnyer..
weehee..=D..sy gembire..
tp keje2 yg ttunda perlu dselesaikn lu..
bru bleh bske rie bsame mereka..

:: cognitive load theory ::
sume nyer btitik tolak psal otak manusia
mnarik bukn??
organisma plg kompleks = manusia
sure2 la otak manusia ni kompleks kn..
tu la yg mnriknye psal teori ni..
ia mceritakn sec mdalam psal proses pmbelajarn seorg manusia
sms blja mnusia bhadapn dgn 3 jenis bebanan kognitif a.k.a cognitif load
1) intrinsic 2) extraneous & 3) germane
elemen2 ni la yg sy nk kaji..=)
tp lebey mfokus kpd Pmbelajarn Bbantukn Komputer
dlm domain subjek komputer (mayb programming language @ multimedia)

:: sociocultural theory ::
juga slh 1 teori yg ada dlm bidang edu..
teori ni mnerangkn bgmana individu blajar..
mlalui interaksi dgn org len..
dgn erti kte len, blajar dr phubungan sosial..
ys sy ingt, slh 1 tokoh nye Vygotsky..
(df Affandy slalu sgt sebut nme beliau..smpi thfal suda)
sbb stiap invididu ni bbeza..
so, agk mnarik la klo kite dpt..
trace cmne manusia blajar..

dgr cm ntah pape, sy bebel..
xpe, sje nk bkongsi mklumt..hehe9x..=D


NOTAKAKI : klo anda penin2 bce entry ni..mohon maaf..sy dh puas penin2 sblom ni..xphm mende pom..tp skg dh bleh nk explain blek pe yg sy bce..alhamdulillah..btw, ke2-2 teori ni amt tkenal a.k.a well known dlm bidang edu tech..



~till then~

..mengalah tak bereti kalah..


eceh22...tjuk entry..bpk skema..
haha9x...mari gelak guling2 rmai2..
tp btol kn??
klo kite mngalah, xsmestinye kite kalah...
so, KLO ANDA SLALU SGT NAK MENANG..
xsemestinye lwn anda yg tu KALAH..
dr mate kasar mmg nmpk kalah..
tp klo kaji2 blek..dia lebey MENANG BESAR drp anda..
pikir2 kn & slmt bramal..



~till then~

Monday, August 10, 2009

:: hujung mingguku (part 2) ::

sbtu (8hb ogos)
pg2 lg dh bsiap2..
tggu pgel dtg, mau bsuh kete kt tmn u..
aft dat, brkfast kt mama lyn..
lepak jp kt jusco tggu nana contact..
sbb nk amek dia kt sri pu3..
nk p amek jubh sme2..
mmg lme giller Q..sblom dpt msuk kt stor jubh tu..
puas ati gk wlpn penat giller..
pastu trus p lunch..
ptg tu p jln2 ke tsek..(sorg2 ok..macho giller..)
dlm pkol10 lebey, mte dh tkulat2..
bru niat nk tgk cd..
bile dh ngatok..sure la trus tdo jerr..
tup2..tepat jam0000..prut cm xsedap..
tekak loya n kembang semcm..
(suda..dh la xdiner..tup2 trase nk muntah..)
dgn gagah, p toilet..
maka tkeluar la sume khazanah..
(kompem tslh mkn la ni..sure la tym lunch td..pergh..sakit woo..)
ingt ok la sedetik 2, blek bilik..rehat jp..
xsempt nk reht, trse nk b buang plek..
(huhu9x..adegan tsebut brulang smpi jam0500..huhu9x..sgt tseksa..)

mjur la ade mhluk yg sudi nk teman spjg sy mnanggung
prasaan xbest tsebut..mmg bek ati..
xtau nk ngadu kt spe..
sbb tym tu dh tgh mlm..
prot ni pom nk mragam tym2 org len syok2 tdo..
haha9x..dh nseb..

(ahd 9hb ogos)

ayh sy amek sy kt hostel..
pg tu sempt drive p clinic..tp xbukak plek..
sempt p brkft..mkn bubur nasi..
last2 kuar blek gk..
bile smpi kt umh..lega sket la..
wlpn penin2 (sbb xckup tdo..penat)
dr pkol 1lebey smpi pkol 4lebey kot, sy bntai tdo..
haha9x..mmg rehat bes..
dlm pkol 5lebey, ikot ayh n ummi anta adek..
dh lega sket..dr saket smlm..
weehee...cume tekak xbest sgt lg..
tp bleh msuk mknan..kire ok la..



NOTAKAKI : sy jarang sakit..tp bile dh sakit..sgt la tsiksa..tp sy tau sy seorg yg kuat & tahan sakit..
so, cm sakit sket2 tu mmg stil bleh handle la..hehe9x..
time kaseh utk bf yg teman sy spjg mlm..pdn muke xdpt tdo..keh9x..sy dh mkin ok..gmbire33..jgn risau, gf awk ni macho la..



~till then~