Monday, September 28, 2009

+ hari Tua sY +


tik..tok..tik..tok..
mse dh blalu utk sthn..

21hb Sept..


stiap thn..sy smakin tua..
huhu9x..=(
bleh x, sy mau freeze kn mse ni..
sy tau mmg mustahil giller

1986..
23thn yg lalu, sy dilahirkan di dunia..
sy org Johor..lebey spesifik lg di Pontian..
tp sy dilahirkn kt Sarawak..
jauh sgguh..

1995..
celeb ngan family..
kt umah..ummi msk meehoon tym tu..
sy dpt 1st diary tym tu..
tp sy dok peram dairy tu smpi 2thn kmudian..

2000..
utk pertama kalinye..
sy celebrate birthdy kt hostel..
dgn izyan, dee & ziha..
(ntah mne pegi mrk be3 ni..trus lost contct aft sy pindh sek..)

2001..
birthday yg sronok..
smbut ngan dormates..
wlpn dh mau PMR tym tu..
ummi tetap tunaikn hsrat sy..
(thanx alot, ummi!!)

2003..
sy xingat pape psal trikh ni..
tp ade surprise party aft fews day..
geng buddy6 nye keje..
sy kne blindfold..
tawaf 1samura b4 dpt potong&mkn kek kt gazebo..
(sweet giller mrka..syg kmoo..)

2004..
yg sy ingt..
limah & arin prank sy..
bes meja study & katil sy..
pnuh ngan bedak..
sebbek bedak baby..
tp sronok gk kne cmtu skali skala..

2005..
1st tym celeb ngan kwn2 1st yr SPK..
tym tu ade..
fatimah, nana, yana & aini jer..
mjlis kecik2..

2008
tym ni pose..
ayh, ummi, mok & adek dtg UTM..
buke pose sme2..
tp potong kek kt blik ngan geng2 SPK..
(windu nye waktu tsebut..)
sblom tlupe, sy dpt kain bju & tdung..
drp incik pgel oren..
haha9x..xsangke plak dpt hdiah..

2009
dh 23thn rupenye sy mjd manusia..
jd pngembara kt bumi Allah ni..
msih mcari ape yg blom dijumpai..
Alhamdulillah...
slame 23thn ni..
sy bSyukur dgn sgala2 yg tlh&slalu sy miliki...



NOTAKAKI : time kaceh kpd sume yg ingt pd tarikh ini...ingatan&ucapan ikhlas anda sy amat bmkne wat sy..syg kmoo sume...



~till then~

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

- k.i.s.a.h.m.e.r.e.k.a -


: WATAK :

si A - perempuan
si B - lelaki

: KISAH :

si A & si B bersekolah di sekolah yg sama..
wlpn sebaya, mrk jrg btego sapa..
si A dgn halnya & si B dgn dunianya..
si A mrupakn pljr yg quiet Hot, Popular & Glamor..
si B plak sorg yg Ulat Buku, Skema & Geek..
disbbkn ke'femes'an si A, si B mngenali si A hnya pd name..
mrk putus hubungan bgtu sje slps bes skola..

si B btemu smula dgn si A slps sethn tmt skola..
2 pon ats bntuan sorg kwn yg len..
mrk bkawan ats dsr bekas kwn skola..
sering bjumpa, bborak sakan..
walhal tym skola mmg mrk jrg btego sapa..
nk bborak rancak lg la mustahil..
lebey2 lg si A pljr femes..
sure la si B rse rendh diri..lgpn si B mmg laki2 pmalu..
sntiasa xde yakin diri mau mnonjolkn diri..
slalu tkut utk ke hdpn..
mrk berkwn bek & agk rpt..

xlme slps tu, si B dpt brite yg si A suda punya pacar..
wlpn wktu tsbut mrk bkwn, si B sbnrnye dh start t'ske si A..
tp sbg sorg laki yg pmalu, si B pendam je rse ske kt si A tu..
dia psti si A xmungkin akn ske pd nye..
sbb si A ad yg punya..
si B lebey rela jd kwn utk si A..

wlpn si A suda punya pacar, psahabtn mrk lngsung xt'jejas..
situasi tsbut mgembirakn ati si B..
wlpn si A bukn pacarnye, skurg2 nye mrk punya tali pshabatn..
si B tetap pndamkn je rse ati nye pd si A..
si B sgt ykin yg si A gembira & bhgia dgn pacarnye..
smkin ari, smkin si B menidakkn rse tsebut lalu..
si B mbiarkn rse tsbut tkubur cmtu je..
& si B mula mcari seseorg yg len utk bleh disukai..

1 ari, si B dikejutkn dgn brite x enak dr si A..
si A dikecewakn oleh pacarnye..
disbbkn prinstiwa tsebut, si A sgt sedey..si A sgt t'tekan..
si B
kasihan pd si A..
ats dsar pshbtn mrk, si B cuba mnaikkn smula smgt si A..
si A smakin rpat dgn si B..

si B dh mlupakn prasaannya thdp si A..
tkut kalo2 si A dpt mghidu rse itu..
pshbtn mrk pula smkin akrab..
pkr itu smestinye xpernah dibygkn oleh si B..
si B sering brutus emel dgn si A..
dgn hrpn si A mlupakn mslh yg mnimpanya..
si B slalu mberi kte2 smgt utk si A..
si A slalu puji dgn kputusan & pncapaian si B..
bg si B kjayaan nye sume rzki & bntuan dr kwn2..

keakrbn mrk blanjutn shgga smpi..
satu detik yg mngejutkn si B..
si A cba mluahkn rse atinye pd si B..
suda tntu si B tkejut, tgamam & rse xpcya..
wlpn mrk akrb bkwn bek..
si B
xpernah tpikir si A akn ske pdnye..
si B mula tpkir sendiri & mnta pndpt kwn2 nye yg len..
si B msih ragu2 dgn apa yg dikatakn oleh si A..

setlh bpkir & mnimbang bek buruk..
si B
btnyekn smula kpd si A..
ttg pkr yg dikatekn oleh si A tempoh ari..
& si B mberi respon positif kpd si A..
tntunye si B rse kekok sb rse ske pd si A tu..
dh lme dia kburkn dlm ati..
si B
bjnji pd dirinya..
utk mcri smula rse itu dlm dirinye..
utk mgembirekan si A..

kini..
si A & si B bukn hnya bsahabt..
mrk gmbire dgn phubungan mrk skg..

~T.A.M.A.T~




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

.: proposal :.


bunyi cm besh je kn??
ni bukn sembrgn nyer proposal..
ni proposal utk master research sy..
sgt penin2..
wlpn pape pom..
sy akn syg reserach sy..
cm sy syg diri sy, fmily sy, kwn2 sy..
sbb IA mrupakn sbahagian diri & idop sy..
utk bebrp bln akn dtg..

DOA SAYA:
smoga sy sentiasa..
S.A.B.A.R
T.A.B.A.H
G.E.M.B.I.R.A
K.U.A.T.S.E.M.A.N.G.A.T
M.A.T.A.NG




~till then~

Saturday, September 12, 2009

hait~~~


sy mmg ske mengeluh..
npe erk??
dh jd habit kot..
sebati dlm diri..
haha9x..
xsronok bile 'rse tu' dtg lg..
dtg lg & lg..
lg2 ia dtg..
langsung xbesh..

dulu ade gk kwn2..
kt kiri kanan dpn blkg..
skrg?? hait~~~
'rse tu' adalah..
P.E.R.A.S.A.A.N.J.I.W.A.K.A.C.A.U
cmner nk cure erk???

susah gk mau phm diri sendiri..
kdg2 lebey senang phm org len..
huhu9x...=(
rse xbest tsbut dtg tibe2..
tarrraaaa...
kejap ade kejap xde
kejap O.K kejap K.O
ngok-ngek-ngok-ngek
kapla sket mereng..
otak sket pusing...



~till then~

Friday, September 11, 2009

- untitled -


- pic yg tlh di'edit' mlm smlm..haha9x..wlpn xbrpe cun..tp okla gk.. -


Thursday, September 10, 2009

..kejutan??..


- lg 1 kejutan wat mr pgel..smoga anda thibur..hehe9x.. -


INFOFOTO :
sy sdg giller mng'edit' pic..bes sume pic kwn2 sy edit..tmsuk gk pic bdk oren ni..
mmg xslmt pic anda jika ade kt tgn sy..


mr pgel --> xtau nk bg pe kt kmo..ni pom kire present la erk??..haha9x..cm poyo jer gf awk ni kn??

...


skg msih ade di loby PSZ..
bmen2 tenet..
sgt2 bhibur plak arini..
smlm perinth bkurung..

lwak giller sey..
sb bdk laki sblh sy ni..
mdgr lagu bitter heart by zee avi..
repeat byk kali ok..
lwak xlwak sgt la..
ade2 la bdk2 zmn skg..

skg sy sdg bjinak2..
mau jd qualitative researcher..
poyo jerkk ayt..

dr td sy syiok mlayan YouTube..
tgk hot chicks yg sy ske...=)
Yuna, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus etc..
________________________________

currently, sy rse..

=) addicted kt OST shophaholic..
=) mau blek umh..windu ayah ummi..
=) biol2 sb bce journal2..
=) mau kikis duet mhluk yg kaya..
=) nk cuci mate tgk laki2 ensem di skitar UTM..
(mr pgel jgn mare ye...weehee..=D)
=) mhabiskn mase dpn lapy 24/7..
=) buke pose kt tsek ari2 pom ok gk kn??



pic ni bru je edit..
sbb kbusanan dok ngadap lappy...
giller amatur nye skill..
xpe la..
bengong2 pom hasil tgn sy..

INFOFOTO :
mr pgel --> ske gelak hell, sengih smpi tlinga, kuat mbebel cm bapak2, bsolek lme giller, slalu cek muke kt cermin
tp kdg2 bleh jd seyes giller...

















~till then~

..perintah bkurung..


smlm..
sharian dok blik..
bce journal2 & artikel2 yg mnimbun..
sgguh pom bgitu..
sy treat diri sendiri tym buke pose..
1st tym buke pose kt Tasek UTM..
bsame bdk2 kecik..
(yaya, zai, kak long, ika & her bf)

mlmnye..
smbug pbacaan..
mnilai & mnganalisis content..
pnulisan proposal blom start lg..
huhu9x...betapa...


NOTAKAKI : sbb 'tlalu sibokk', sy bru prasan..tarikh smlm sgt mnarek..haha9x..lampi thp cipan branak 8..haha9x...



~till then~

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

~ masalah itu lumrah ~


Trouble is a Friend by Lenka

Trouble, he will find you no matter where you go
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow
The eye of the storm or the cry in the morn
You're find for a while but you start to lose control

He is there in the dark,
He is there in my heart,
He waits in the winds,
He is gonna play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

Trouble is a friend but
Trouble is a foe
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow
He sees what I see and He knows what I know
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He is there in the dark,
He is there in my heart,
He waits in the winds,
He is gonna play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

How I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
I try

But He is there in the dark,
He is there in my heart,
He waits in the winds,
He is gonna play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine


NOTAKAKI : lgu ni amt seswai ngan mood sy skg..turun nek pusing2 cm roller coster..bleh x?? gara2 keje yg mnimbun bak gunung Kinabalu..tp ske sgt men2 cm skg cthnyer..



~till then~

~ amek mse ~


Take Time to Love by Trey Songz

A material girl in her own world cant even see the things shes missin
Right in the curve a little girl wanting to grow up & be a star
Take a look around; not lookin down
All these things have blurred your vision
Material things dont amount to nothing but

[But i know how you feel]
Whoa
[Its hard to see whos real]
It takes time, livin in a world where you dont know who to trust
Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush
Itll be fine,
[takes time, takes time to love]

You no ima tell the truth when it comes to you my lady
And its a miracle you have found it conscience baby
I had a plan on leaving
you came & gave up reason
And now i know the reason why, Why you

[But i know how you feel]
I know its hard [its hard to see whos real]
Whos real oh
[It takes time, livin in a world where you dont know who to trust]
Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush
Itll be fine, takes time yeah
[Takes time to love]

No, love aint in the money
Love aint in the cars
Love aint in the jewlery
Love aint in the mall
Perfect place to start, searching is the heart
Just have patients

[It Takes time] oh
Livin in a world where you dont know who to trust.
Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush
Itll be fine, It takes time
Takes time to love
Oh

It takes time to love...


~till then~

- no title part 5 -


1. Apa perasaan anda sekarang?
penin2 lalat..mau rehat..

2. Saya nak makan?
makanan yg best2..cm teringin mama chop papa grill..

3. Impian saya?
punya ape yg sy mau..

4. Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
katak & cicak

5. Saya harapkan?
sy dpt abeskn study sy ON TIME..ikut plan..

6. Jika boleh putarkan masa?
mau jd better than best person..


7. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
futher study in doc of philosophy..insyaAllah..amin..

8. Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
telefon bimbit yg cumil..

9. Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
sebyk mungkin..hehe9x..=P

10. Saya suka pada?
org yg ske kt sy..especially..my fmily,frenz..

11. Kawan2 saya?
org yg sentiasa ade bsme sy..wlpn bukn di dpn mte..windu korg

12. Pernah dikhianati?
xxx..

13. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap dia?
doakn kbhgian org len utk kbhgian diri sendiri..weehee..=D

~ ati ni kerinduan teramat ~


td ptg p jumpe Dr Affandy..
aft a few weeks NO 'perfectoo dating'..
huhu9x..masih byk yg perlu dikejekan..
but...
see...sy di cni..
bermen2 bsame blog ni..
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bbrpa ari lalu, slh sorg kwn SPK sy bmsg2..
n.a.n.a. nme beliau..
tup2 soal buke pose bsame diutarakn...
waaaa....
sy cm nk nanges tgolek2..
sgt mrindui saat2 b'buke..
bsame mrk..
sec jujurnye...
SY SGT MERINDUI MEREKA..

betapa ceptnye wktu blalu..
singktnye mase bsame..
tiap kenangan indh bsme mrk..
xkan..
xmungkin..
mustahil..
lenyap dek mse yg la

Monday, September 7, 2009

:: bln Ramadhan ::


ari jumat lalu..
p buke pose kt umh pak usu..
tym dtg tu,bru je msuk waktu asar..
dok lepak2 dpn tv..
bile dh busan,p dpur jap..
tym tu azim dok sibok kaco mak usu..
tdgr la pbualn mrk ank branak

-azim- -mak usu-
'ibu,nk air tu..msuk btol..'
'kn ibu dh bg td'
'nk lg..'
'nah..p men ngan adik aisyah..'
'ibu xrse pon..'
'ibu pose la,azim..ner bleh mkn or minum'
'cmtu ibu matila..xbleh mkn minum..' dgn mrengek3
'nnti mgrib ibu mkn la..dh p men kt depan'

haha9x..sy gelak dlm ati je..
dgr si azim tu petah bckp2..
bukn tu je..nakal gile gk bdk tu..
yg xbleh thn..
dia sgt ANTI klo org ckp dia gmok n itam..
klako la bdk tu..



~till then~

..hoyeah?..


sy xtau nk ckp pe..
sje mau post sumthing..
ade mende yg xkena..
tp xtau pe..
or wat2 xtau pe..
-----------------------------------------
td p amek gmba konvo ngan ftmh..
sronok..sbb xde la bruk sgt..
wlpn xchantek ner..




~till then~

Thursday, September 3, 2009

- no title part 4 -


29hb Ogos
dlm jam 10 lebey kuar p McD UTM..
incik pgel suda tggu..
teman p tgk bola kt tmn U..

30hb Ogos
p shur kt McD..
mkn bubur nsi cm aritu..
plus, sundae strawbery..besh3..
blek b4 sbuh..
bdn dh rse xbesh..
cepat2 amek tindakn bijak..
(tuam kapla ngan towel bsh)
dlm pkol 11 lebey bru p clinic pnawar,tmn U..
mlm tu tdo kt umh ftmh..
siap sahur kt sane..
besh3..

31hb Ogos
buke pose kt umh aisha darling..
tym dia amek tghari lg..
spjg dok umh dia, tdo jer..
bdn xsedp..
tp mkn stil slera..

01hb Sept
p fak..
kemas bilik utk bdk2 research..
pastu p bsuh blacky..
isi myk yg xbgus..
(besa isi warne ijau, kali ni wrne kuning)
tkene hujn tym pam tyar..
buke pose ngan ct, awis n ina..
mlm dh trse xbest..
tekak saket..

02hb Sept
tym shur xdpt nk mkn..
tekak mkin sakit..
sore cm btuka sket..
huhu...

-smoga esok & ari strusnyer..ksihatan mkin bek..xsanggup lg sakit2..idong cm nk tsumbat plak ni..huhu9x...-



~till then~

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

- dugaan... -


since ari ahd lalu..
kurang sehat..
mngalami demam ringan..
saket tekak..
sgt mduga prasaan..
huhu9x...
ayah pom cm riso22..
tp wat macho la tym dia cll...

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

..tlg jgn jual ikan..


tjuk entry yg seswai sgt..
lg2 ngan keadaan masa kini..
bukn xbleh 'jual ikan'..
sian la kt plak kt pakcik2 nelayan nnti..
xde org mau ikan mrk..
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sbnrnye just mau ingtkn diri sendiri..
serta kmu2 yg tbace entry ni..
kdg2 tnpe kite sedar diri..
kite slalu t'jual-ikan' (a.k.a. selfish)
lebey2 lg tym2 pose ni..
kdg2 kt org yg ade kt kelililng kite..
ish3..klo nk cite psal isu 'jual-ikan' ni..
smpi bile2 pom xbes..

pape pon,tnye diri sendiri..
muhasabah diri..
stiap mnusia xsempurna..
jd..
renung2 kn & slmt bramal..



~till then~